Dizzy Week

It's a busy week....I was so busy until I have no time to update my blog...I'm not kidding...I'm really very busy...

I was working in a carnival in Titiwangsa last weekend, as a part-time worker with Jelly, Kelvy and Tim...That was a music carnival, together with the competition between the bands...But my job wasn't to in charge of the competition...I was the one handling the registration counter...Not handling actually, just helping indeed...My job wasn't hard actually...But, the weather was terrible, horrible and "vegetable"....The weather was so damn hot until I sweat non-stop during the two days working there since we're not working in an air-cond room...The first day, I din't tie up my hair...I was sweating like a water woman...Then, during the second day working there, I tied up my hair...But that din't help much, I was still sweating non-stop under the hot sun, just that I was not as hot as the first day...I wonder why KL is so hot...

We worked from the morning until night got those two days...It was really a tiring experience for us...Back home, I was really really tired and sleepy...I felt that my legs and my hands are not mine...It was really tiring...I wish I could have more time to rest and to sleep more but I really can't...My class started on 8am Monday morning...I still remember how hard I forced myself to opened my eyes that morning...It was an awful feeling...

Going to campus is not a tough duty for me actually...But indeed attending class and perhaps trying to listen to the lecturers are too hard for me after a two-days working....I just can't understand my lecturers...And I just sat there "hearing" to my lecturers, without thinking and digesting the lessons for the past few days...Terrible....

All my tutorial classes started on Monday...I took out my tutorial questions and tried to do...But when I look at those questions...I really don't know how to start...OMG!!!I felt so sleepy when I look at the words in the tutorials....and then, I just left them blank, attending my tutorial classes without answering them....And during my tutorial classes, it's another hard time for me to try to understand...I felt like I'm going to fail my exam this semester...I want a tuition teacher...SERIOUSLY, I really need someone to force me to do tutorial questions...

I'm really dizzy now...I have been feeling so sleepy for the whole week...I want to sleep!!!!!

Suffer Semester-The Starting of My Nightmare

Time seems to pass very very fast...It's my Year 1 Sem 3 dy...The final semester in my Year 1...Can't imagine I'm going to have my industrial training soon...In October this year if I'm not mistaken...I really don't know how I suffered the previous 2 semesters....And this semester, I really hate the timetable for this semester...Class from early in the morning till evening everyday....OMG...It's only week 1, and I feel like I'm going to die of tiredness of waking up early the morning, and die of boredom of sitting in the lecture hall, staring at the board, don't understand what the lecturers are teaching....

This semester will definitely be a tough semester for me...I'm taking many heavy and tough subjects...Intermediate Calculus, Theory and Interest, Probability and Statistcs 2, Business Accounting 2, Fundamentals of Linear Algebra, Basic Professional Writing...OMG...Just look at the names of the subjects, they are like strangers to me....I don't know them, they don't know me...I definitely have to do well in all these papers, in order for me to prepare myself for the SOA Exam...Have to pray hard and of course work EXTREMELY hard so that I can move on to continue my study until the end...I don't want to fail any papers, then in the end, go back Kuantan to sell salted fish...

I supposed to have no class today...But due to the coming CNY, I had replacement classes from 8am-2pm...Another morning class...Hate it so much...I feel like I have not had enough sleeping time for years...Miss my holiday so much...Miss my bed....Aih...No choice, I want to have more holidays during CNY...Just suffer a bit for this few weeks...

Normal Day

A day normal just like any other day in my holiday...Woke up early in the morning as usual, yam cha with my mom and my aunts, than stay at home--online, watching TV, eat and eat and eat....Guess my diet plan failed once again...haha...Give up dy lah...Just dun be fatter and fatter is good enough for me right now....T.T

My holiday is going to end soon, going back to KL this Sunday...Result for sem 2 was out last week...I'm not really satisfied with it...I've hope for more, but in the end...Haiz, no more first class honour...Have to put much more effort in the coming sem...No choice, have to pull up my CGPA dy...

My friend, Thong Yang is flying to US...Guess he's in the plane dy right now...Wish him good luck and all the best in his study...Waiting for him to come back 2.5 yrs later...Hope he won't surprise us by bringing back a gf with different skin colour...and with his curly long hair when he come back....hehe...

A Brand New Year

It's officially 2010!!!Wow!!!And I'm officially 1 year older now...

Looking back for 2009, that's many many things that happened in my life...There are sorrow and of course there are much more joy than sorrow I've experienced in the past 1 year...

My life changed in 2009, not those drastic changes, but in fact there are some changes in my life...The most obvious change was I started my new life in KL...It was hard at the beginning as life in KL is much more different than life in Kampar and in Kuantan...Those days in Kampar, although I was alone without the accompany of family, but everything was provided to us...I've my own room with the facilities all well-prepared...Life in Kampar was not really a hard one...In KL, I've to learn practising sharing room with others...and of course, without the facililities provided....On my own, and with the help of my friends, we settled all those things by our own...It was not really an easy task for me, who did nothing like that before...Indeed, it's a nice try for me, for me to grow up and for me to learn to become independent...

Year 2009, I've also experienced something that I've never and did not dare to try...I went to explore KL with my friends, getting lost in the city when we were trying to go to mid valley...We even went to Genting in the middle of the night, stealing people's cup...All these crazy acts that I've never tried before I've done it in 2009...Such memories will never fade in my life...

Whatever it is, the past will never come back...As for 2010, there are more that I hoped for:
~I wish I could make my CGPA higher
~I wish I could have a new laptop
~I wish all my pimples will go away
~I wish I could sleep more, rest more, play more
~I wish I could have more time spending with my friends and family
~I wish every moment in my life will be full of joy...

Happy New Year!!!!!!!