Moonlight Shadow

Boring Life

2010-08-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

Wow, I just realized how long I din update my blog...I'm too lazy to scratch my head, thinking of what to write in my blog recently...haha

It's been 12 weeks since my last update, coz it's the 12th week of the semester...OMG!!!Final exam is coming soon, and I have 3 tests next week~~~

It's a miserable semester...12 weeks passed but seems like I'm still not so sure what I've studied...This happened to me almost every semester, but this semester is the worst that I had...Especially my FSA...The noob lecturer + noob lecture notes made me always ponteng class...Luckily I have friend's friend who always willing to sign for us...If not, I think I'll be walking around the campus, finding lecturers and lots of solution to get myself unbarred from exam....haha...

I had a boring life here in KL....Seems like my life is the same everyday...Nothing special happened...Every morning, I wake up, go for classes...Then, sit in the class, dunno think of what, but definitely not thinking of what the lecturers teaching...Then, I'll think of whether or not to ponteng classes...Normally, without thinking much, I'll skip those classes which I think not important...

My life is so routine...What a boring life I have...haha...Anyway, exam and tests are coming soon...I have to spend extra efforts to catch up...lol...It's time to study again!!!!!

It's Another Beginning

2010-05-31T23:41:00.004+08:00

New sem starts,and it's just another beginning...What kind of beginning is it???The beginning of a new sem, or is it the beginning of my nightmare???I'm wondering...

I still can remember last time during my schooldays, everytime school reopen, I felt so excited....I was always so excited to meet my friends at school after a long break...I was so excited to wear my new school uniform...And I was so excited to learn new things at school...But that feeling doesn't come these days....I won't feel excited anymore whenever new semester starts...Just like today...I woke up early in the morning to attend my first class...But I was so sleepy during the class...I really can't pay attention in the class...I was talking and day-dreaming...Utar is such a "good" university...Our first class was held in a condition without air-cond and microphone....The weather itself was already hot...Without air-cond, we were all sweating as if we just bathe...Without mic, we really can't hear our lecturer...OMG!!!What kind of "first day campus-ing" is this???

Luckily our class ended at 12pm today...I wanted to go back home as soon as possible after the class ended as I was really very very very sleepy....Guess what happened???Traffic jam at Genting Klang...We spent around half an hour to reach home from campus....My eyes were about to close the time I reached home...Then, I took a 4 hour nap in the afternoon, but I still felt so sleepy after I woke up...

At night, we went to dinner...We spent more time chatting than eating there...Felt so nice...But I think this wont happen a few weeks later, after all of us start assignments, tests and reports...As we will have to face "Unlimited Test, Assignments,Reports" during our study life in UTAR...Hate it~~

It Bleeds

2010-05-28T10:23:00.003+08:00

Result was out...but I'm totally disspointed with it...My 1st class honour gone long long time ago, and now, even my second(upper) class honour is gone...I'm totally "moodless" now...Haiz...It's like no matter how hard I study, I still can't get what I want...

My heart is bleeding...T.T

Holiday Mode~ON!!!!!!!

2010-05-13T02:13:00.005+08:00

I wanna shout loudly, no other reason than I've FINISHED my exam...Let's shout for "MERDEKA"!!!!!I've officially finished my year one degree study in UTAR, although my academic performance is not that satisfied, and I know my coming journey will be even harder, but I will proceed till the END!!!FIGHTING~~~

I really HATE having exam...I know everyone do hate exams, but I REALLY REALLY REALLY hate exams...I've to sacrifice lots of things during exams...My PPS, FB, sleeping time.....Every night before exam, I can't sleep...Whenever I lied on my bed, I just can't stop my brain from functioning....My brain functions extremely well the night before the exam...I keep on thinking and thinking, thinking of nonsence,until in the end, I can't sleep...And it's too torturing looking at my roommates sleep so well while I can't sleep at all...That's why I feel so "homesick" during exam period...

Whatever it is, it's over now...I will be free temporary before the next semester comes, the more challenging semester for me....I'm going to enjoy my semester break, coz I know many of my friends are in Kuantan now too...All having holiday...Hope I will have the chance to meet with them...Miss them all so so so much, miss our old times~~~

It's Peggy's birthday today....HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEGGY!!!!!

This is it, we celebrated with her just now at "HOMETOWN"...Just a few of us coz the others are still struggling for exam, and some went back their real hometown dy....But I guess it's enough for peggy to have a memorable birthday celebration...=p...We do had fun during the celebration...

It's time to turn on my HOLIDAY MODE now!!!I'm going back to my lovely hometown in few hours time...Wahahaha....Kuantan Kuantan here I come!!!!!

Weekly Horoscope

2010-05-03T16:19:00.003+08:00

*For many months you have been putting a lot of creative effort into boosting your assets both your credibility and your income. But you start the week with an intransigent matter that you find on your plate once again, and that has to be sorted out once and for all. This may also be connected with children or a development in your social life. Stress is high at the full moon on wednesday, which is a time when aggressive messages are delivered. However, you are also feeling strong and empowered... You are ready for reform and willing to make deep seated change.*

This is the experts comments on my horoscope for the week...I think it is quite accurate...Look at the sentence I've highlighted above, which is really really accurate...Haha...coz I will be having exam on Thursday and Friday, which indicates I will be so so so stress on Wednesday...lol..

Post this just for fun, coz I'm really bored of studying...Hope everything will be alright,especially for this week's exam....

What I need is Determination

2010-05-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

I just finished my first paper yesterday....The paper was not as tough as what I've thought...But I really don't know how was my presentation...Anyway, it's over...One paper done...and I have four more papers more before my holiday...Can't wait for my holidayto come...Can't wait to go back Kuantan to meet and gather with my dear friends, and perhaps, going for a trip with TD4...

Just after our first paper yesterday, we went to Wangsa Walk to meet with Siu Eu...He's leaving KL soon and so we had our "Farewell Dinner" in Wangsa Walk...I din't really talk much with him, coz I was busy eating=p...Anyway, wish him all the best in his future...Then, we went to watch IP Man 2...Wangsa Walk's new cinema is quite nice...The seats are quite comfortable...Most importantly, the movie was damn nice...I like it so so so much, even if I din watch IP Man 1...haha...I think Wangsa walk is going to be another nice location for us to hang out after this, since its cinema is quite nice...

Back home, I was too lazy and tired to take out my notes to study...And so, I "PPS-ed" the whole night...Haiz...I promised to myself to at least read a few pages but I was too lazy to do that...At last, I "PPS-ed" till 3 something, hoping that I can finish study Chapter 1 and 2 for LA the next day...

Then today, I wole up quite early, 11 something...and I continued to "PPS"...Haiz....But at least I studied a bit, I finished Chapter 1...Then, went to celebrate Jid Ian's bday at Cola Club...I'm now in progress to finish off my chapter 2...Hope that I can really keep to my promise to finish it off tonight...I need determination!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我的大日子

2010-04-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

明天考试咯!!!!!加油吧!!!!

I'm Back!!!!!

2010-04-28T01:18:00.004+08:00

I'm back in KL finally, after my short break in Kuantan before my exam...Here I am...back in this horrible place again...sien...

During my stay in Kuantan for the past few days, I did enjoyed myself...I took rest at home, spending more than 12 hours each day on my lovely bed....I miss my bed, my room and my air-cond....since this horrible place is so damn HOT!!!!

Then, yesterday, YewHong, Huiling, Sookmun, Yongqian and I went to Beserah...Hohoho...The place 大日子 was filmed...As usual, everyone in the car doesnt know the way to go there...including Yewhong, the driver...I became the GPS...Wahahaha...So proud of myself...I brought Yewhong all the way from my house to Huiling's house in Indera Mahkota, then to Sookmun's house(Huiling failed to lead us to Sookmun's house through Semambu highway, she got lost in Indera Mahkota...XP)The rain did not stop us from visiting the place...Luckily when we reached there, the rain stopped...We had the chance to take photo there, quite a lot of pictures, until we were starred by some of the villagers...Their unpleasant look made us frightened and so we end our journey there...

After our quick journey in Beserah, we went back to the town for movie...Watched The Crazies...I din really watched that movie...Huiling said I spent RM6 to watch my own hand, coz I covered my eyes with my hands for the 2 hours when the show was on...The movie was kinda scary...Perhaps "GELI" will be more suitable...Blood splashing here and there...geli geli...Only Huiling enjoyed the movie so much...the other 3 of us were all covering our eyes...I think the one who sit beside me, laughed at us looking at our reactions watching such a horror movie...

I should be turning my "Exam Mode" on now...Final exam is really really close now~~~~~I need luck~~~~

The End of The Semester

2010-04-21T16:23:00.004+08:00

Finally, it's week 14 of the semester...the final week of the semester...I'm totally speechless with my performance for this semester...Just that I know I'm not hardworking enough...I should cut off the time on facebook, pps.....But life would definitely sucks without them...haha...Seriously, I'm really trying my best to minimise the time I spend for those activities...I'm going to consider what our lecturer, Ah Pek told us the other day...He said " We must start preparing for our final exam right after our first lecture." He add on, " I used to stay in the library until I was forced to go out when I was a student." I can imagine what kind a student he was...No doubt, a super hardworking student...What he said sounds rediculous...But I think its true also...If I can really do what he said, I think my performance will definitely be much more better...The only problem is I really can't do that...There are too many distractions for me to study hard...haha

Last week, I had 3 tests...Can u imagine how suffering is my life as a UTAR student, and worst of all, how stressed am I as an Actuarial Science students???Well, its week 13 of the semester but I was having 3 tests...I supposed to be preparing for my final exam at that time..But instead, I was busy studying for my tests...Actually it should be 4...I dropped 1 of the subject, which many people told me I should'nt drop actually...I've dropped it, so please don't tell me that I should'nt drop it actually anymore...I will work hard to study during my semester break...I'm serious this time...

However, while I was preparing for those tests, I had some activities with my friends..=P

Thursday, after our LA test, we went to Leisure Mall for Sushi Bonanza...I ate 8 plates...and I became the winner of the day...haha....I ate the most among all my friends..Geng...We did'nt stay long there...We went back after we finished eating as there were 2 more tests on Saturday... We've to rush back to "FACE BOOK"....

Saturday, I had my 2 final tests...I did badly, really badly,although Ah Pek said the paper was the easiest among the other 3 tests of the subject...Haiz...Hope god will bless me so that I won't fail this subject coz I don't think the lecturer for this subject next semester will be as good as Ah Pek...After the tests, we went to eat KFC before I went back to campus for my vocal training session....

Sunday, we all took rests after our tests...Just a short break before our final exam...I went to PC fair in KLCC...It was so crowded...I swear it was the first time I felt so happy when I saw the word "EXIT"...I rushed to the door...But guest what???The guard near the door told me..."Miss, tak boleh keluar sini, kena ikut pintu sana",and he pointed to the other side which I have to walk 1 big round to reach the other exit...At last, I was half-walked, half-pushed to reach the other end of the hall...and I felt so relief after I walked out of the hall...Then, we went to watch "Ice Kacang and Puppy Love"...It's another Malaysian Production...Quite nice but still Woohoo is better...

My final exam will start next Friday...But I'm still not in "STUDY MODE"....T.T

P/s: I'm going back to KUANTAN 2ml...and I'm going to spend 1 whole day playing in Ktn...Those who are interested to hang out pls tell me...=P

My Week 13

2010-04-15T03:58:00.002+08:00

This week's schedule:

Thurs: Linear Algebra Test
Sat: Prob and Stat Test, Intermediate Calculus Test

In a few hours time, I'm going to sit for my LA test...Our lecturer said this is going to be a hard paper...I can foresee that I will scratch my head to answer those questions later...

Once again, wish myself good luck for these tests...

Should I???

2010-04-07T19:33:00.003+08:00

Sometimes,when it comes to the time to make decisions, people really cant make up their minds to choose the right decisions...

Two years ago, I were to make the decision on what course to take after my SPM...At last, I choosed to take Actuarial Science in UTAR...I admit that I really feel a bit regret choosing UTAR, or perhaps choosing Actuarial Science...I admit that I regret that I din listen to people's advises that this is not an easy course to take...But that time I was too confident with myself, thinking that I can do it no matter how hard it is....

Two years later, I started my journey to become an actuarist....It's not a smooth journey for me...Maybe I really din study hard for my tests...And so, I din do well for my tests, till I think that I can fail one of the papers, Theory Of Interest...Now, I have to make another decision...The final exam will be coming in 1 month's time...I dun think I've prepared well enough to sit for this paper...I'm afraid that I will fail this paper...I dun dare to face the reality to fail any exam papers...I'm thinking whether or not to drop this paper...My friends were considering bout this too...But, there are some other considerations that make us confuse on to or not to drop...Haiz....What a big courage I need to make the correct decision and choosing the correct path for myself....

It's not difficult to make a decision actually, but it's really difficult not to regret after making a decision...Hope that I can really make the right choice....

One step more to fail

2010-03-27T00:23:00.004+08:00

It's just a few more hours for me to sit for my Calculus and Prob and Stat tests...I've covered all those that will be tested, but yet I still can't understand and apply what I've read...I feel so stupid...I know I'm going to be very sad tomorrow...Most probably I won't be able to answer those tests, especially CALCULUS...haiz...I'm going to die 2ml...It's just one step more to fail my test since I did so badly in the previous test...

Put aside those test stuffs...Tomorrow is going to be a big day for my dearest brother...Yea...He's going to be botak in 24 hours...Obviously, he's going to NS...In 24 a few hours time, he will be heading to Terengganu...Too bad I'm not able to go back Kuantan for him because of the stupid tests...Hope everything will be all right...All the best ,VINCENT YEE!!!!

-It's time to say goodbye to ur hair!!!!-

I need The God Of Fortune...Wish me goodluck for my tests....

Which is better???

2010-03-11T22:39:00.003+08:00

Hmm...Thinking of buying a new laptop for myself lately...Coz the one I'm using now is really really really NOOB...It's so lag even if I've already formatted it 'n' times..."No medicine cure" dy...What I can do now is just buy another new one...There are two models in my mind...Sony and Toshiba...Both are in pink colours...Here they go....

I really can't decide which to buy...Any suggestion???

Updates~~~

2010-03-10T23:50:00.006+08:00

Finally, I've the chance to update my blog dy....Last two weeks I was too busy doing my revisions for tests....Don't have much time, even to sleep...But yet, I don't think my hard work worth it...Coz I don't think I did well in the test...Finally, I can have a short break before another test on next Thursday....

Last Saturday, immediately after my 2 tests, I went to 1U with Jiawen, Yapjia, Kelvy and Izhar...We planned to watch Alice In the Wonderland actually... Too bad the tickets were sold out..We had no choice and we went to TGV to watch From Paris With Love...It was quite a nice movie but the cinema was not comfortable...The seats were so small that I can't even lie on the chair...It was torturing to watch movie in a situation like that...Izhar fetched us back after the movie...After that, I went for my first vocal training in campus...Our trainer is quite nice and my group members all are quite friendly...Had fun during the first vocal training although I was a bit nervous that day....After the training session, we went Yam Cha at BRJ....Chat and chat and chat until 12 sumthing...Then, due to my fault of listening(actually they were blaming me for that), I thought Zhonghao, Chinhui and Gary who came to visit us from Kampar had a car accident during their trip to Genting. I told Joshua and then most of us, the TD4 members got the chance to had our "gathering" in a clinic, while we accompanied Zhong Hao to seek treatment for his broken head and we went Yam cha at BRJ again after that...haha...Luckily, it was just a mistake, they were not involved in accident actually, Zhong Hao just hit his head due to a stupid reason, which I'm not going to mention it here...haha...

Then, on Sunday, I went to Mid Valley to meet with some of the IDIOTS gang members~~~I went there all the way on my own, taking bus, LRT then KTM...Damn scared actually, coz it was my first time taking LRT and KTM on my own...I swear I won't do it again for the second time, unless I'm forced to do so...I met with Kitqian and her bf, Cheesiang, Changyi, and Yewhong...The six of us went to Red Box...I had fun singing with them...Coz all of us like singing very very very much...Really looking forward for our next meeting...Gary they all then went to meet me at Mid Valley...I did nothing with them there, except window shopping...Then, we went to eat steamboat buffet at somewhere near Sunway Pyramid...We got lost again during our journey there...But at last we managed to reach there safely...

I was really tired after that and I slept a lot....I've been skipping class these few days...Feel like I'm going to skip tomorrow's BA2 class again...Lazy me...Xp

哭过真的会好了吗?

2010-02-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

这几个星期,我的心情真的有很大的变化,真的很复杂...

上个星期,我还在家里,跟家人和一班朋友高高兴兴的庆祝新年...那时候的我,真的一点烦恼都没有,也真的很开心...那种感觉是发自内心的,伪装不了,也掩饰不住...我真的很享受....想不到这个星期,我的心情却和之前有了那么大的差别...一回到KL, 就有一大堆事情困扰我,真的很烦...

我每天都在温习,可是却什么都读不进脑, 上课也是在发呆,根本什么都听不进去....结果,考试的时候答到乱七八糟,一塌糊涂...我一次一次尝试用心去做一件事,却一次又一次的失败...真的很想放弃了...突然间,我觉得自己真的很糟高...什么都做不好....

昨天晚上,一个人在客厅里听歌...听着听着,眼泪就不知不觉流了下来...我记得以前朋友和我说过, 听抒情歌的时候,真的会哭,可是我不信,因为我真的没试过...可是这次我却真的因为抒情歌而流泪...真的很想家,很想我那永远的避风港...

我时常都在听梁文音的一首歌-哭过就好...那是一首很好听的歌...可是,哭过真的会好了吗???我哭过了,可是为什么我却没有好一点...哪怕只是好那一点点...

我真的累了,真的很想回家....

Restless

2010-02-26T00:28:00.003+08:00

I'm damn tired now...Having my two tests in the morning after a 1 week CNY break...

I played too much during CNY...Went out with friends and familu almost everyday during CNY, until I realised that I've not much time left to study for the tests...But too bad I wasn't in mood to study for the tests...

After the 1 week break, I came back to KL...I started to worry cause I really don't understand anything from my lecture, especially for Theory Of Interest...And so, I started to study, started to do tutorial questions...I stayed up late for few nights...Of course not just to study, I also watch drama...Somehow, time just past fast enuf...Although I've finished to browse through all the lecture notes, but I can't understand some of the parts....In fact, I only understand some of it..There's still so much that I don't understand...I really felt to give up...

The tests today were tough...Linear Algebra was still ok for me...But Theory Of Interest, I did badly, really really very bad till I think I can't score even 5/20...If I were to gred my performance today, I will give myself an E...I really can't do any questions in the test...I felt so sorry for my parents...really really very sorry to them...

I'm really exhausted now...Few nights din't sleep well but yet I still can't do my test....I looked like a panda now...haiz...Actuarial Science is really a very very very tough course to take....I'm so restless....

CNY Mode On~~~

2010-02-11T02:07:00.006+08:00

CNY mode activated!!!!!!

It's nearer and nearer to CNY...No mood study dy, thinking about what to wear during CNY, what to eat during CNY and also where to go during CNY everyday...

And so, to celebrate the coming CNY, I had lots of activities with my dearest friends....First of all, I went for a reunion dinner with Tim, Jelly, Ting An and his housemates yesterday...We went to Shogon in 1U...There's a variety of food there, too much choices until I didn't know what to eat...haha...I just remembered I took a lot of sushi at first and some other snacks...eat and eat and eat...until very very very full...Ting An and his housemates took a lot of tempuras, 2 plates full(and maybe even more)...And they were able to finish them all...haha...Really very geng...By the time we finished eating all those food we took, we were very full, full until I can't stand straight...And guess what???Tim, Jelly and I have to buy ENO after that...It's the first time I eat till I feel like vomit...Won't be able to eat that much anymore and perhaps I won't go to eat buffet anymore this few months...

Then today, Gary Wong came all the way from Kampar to KL to visit us...They planned to go Mid Valley once Gary reached...But too bad I had class till 5pm...So, they tolerate and waited for us until our class finished at 5pm..We went all the way from our campus to Mid Valley without GPS and someone who know the way in the car...Kelvy and I became the "GPS"...hehe...and we reached Mid Valley safely without getting lost...Really proud of myself being able to show people the way in KL....

I can't resist myself from buying things in Mid Valley...I bought a dress for myself and a shirt for my brother...Haiz...spent money again...But I think this will be the last outfit I'll buy for this CNY...coz I really bought too much ady...have to save up ady!!!!

Then, we failed to show the correct way back to Setapak during our journey home...We got lost somewhere...And I think we passed by the longest pasar malam in Cheras which Yew Hong and Sook Mun always mentioned...We wanted so much to stop there and go to that pasar malam...but too bad the others were waiting for us in Station 1 to celebrate Seng Hock's birthday...Nevermind lah, next time we'll have the chance to visit that pasar malam...mayb the next time Gary come KL...but we have to make sure we won't get lost again...haha

We tried our best to go back to Setapak asap and we were able to reach before 12...The others were waiting for us dy...As usual, we bought a cake and a present for him...Hope he'll like the bag that Kelvy and I choose...Happy advance Birthday On Seng Hock!!!!

I'm going back to Kuantan in 24 hour's time...I'm so excited now!!!Wish those who are going home for CNY to have safe journeys and Happy CNY!!!!

May U Rest In Peace

2010-02-08T18:18:00.004+08:00

This post is dedicated to my dog-->Lucky

It died in an accident this morning....bang by a car...haiz...Poor dog...only 1/2 year old...May u rest in peace....

U'll always be in our hearts....

Outings~

2010-02-07T17:14:00.005+08:00

Counting down to CNY...haha...It's only 1 week's time from now...I'm so so so excited bout it...

Last two days, I did not do anything else, but SHOPPING~~~On Friday, I went to Times Square with Peggy and Kelvy...The 3 of us went shopping right after our class that ends at 10am...We ate Sushi King, which is Peggy's favourite...The 1st time I can't finish my meal in Sushi King..I really think that Zanmai is better than Sushi King..haha...Then, we started to shop without spending much time chatting in Sushi King...I bought really a lot of stuffs...Shoes, bag, dress, shirts...Spent quite a lot...So do Kelvy and Peggy...2 of them also bought many things...haha...Our hands were full of plastic bags...We even planned to go Sg.Wang...Luckily, we had not enuf time to do that, if not, I really can't imagine how much I'll spend...haha...Shopping with 2 of them was fun...But 3 of us really can't go shopping too often...We will spend out of budget...And so, we planned for our next shopping spree together before sem break this sem...hehe...

-All our things-

Then, the next day, I went to 1U with Kelvy, Zhong Hao, Lala, Jid Ian, and Seng Hock...Too bad Peggy can't join us...It's damn far from Setapak to 1U...We took LRT...20++ stations i think from Wangsa Maju station to Kelana Jaya stations...But the journey wasn't boring...We chatted happily without considering the others in the LRT...haha...I tried hard to controll myself not to buy anything there actually...But I failed to do that, bought 2 shirts and 2 pants there...Oh ya, and 3 pairs of socks worth RM2 each pair...They were so cheap so I bought them...haha...Then, after half-way shopping, we went to watch Woohoo...Quite a nice movie made by Malaysians...Quite funny also...haha...After dinner at KFC, we shopped for another 1 hr...Until 1 of my contact lens fall off...In the LRT, again we did something rediculous...Took some pictures there...hehe...

It was fun during those 2 days...Happy and enjoyable...But I really spent a lot of money, have to save up from now on...

Can't wait for CNY now....Hope to get to meet with some of my friends in Kuantan when I go back...Hope I can make it if there are any gathering before Calvin and Ji Hong heading to Australia during CNY...=P

Dizzy Week

2010-01-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

It's a busy week....I was so busy until I have no time to update my blog...I'm not kidding...I'm really very busy...

I was working in a carnival in Titiwangsa last weekend, as a part-time worker with Jelly, Kelvy and Tim...That was a music carnival, together with the competition between the bands...But my job wasn't to in charge of the competition...I was the one handling the registration counter...Not handling actually, just helping indeed...My job wasn't hard actually...But, the weather was terrible, horrible and "vegetable"....The weather was so damn hot until I sweat non-stop during the two days working there since we're not working in an air-cond room...The first day, I din't tie up my hair...I was sweating like a water woman...Then, during the second day working there, I tied up my hair...But that din't help much, I was still sweating non-stop under the hot sun, just that I was not as hot as the first day...I wonder why KL is so hot...

We worked from the morning until night got those two days...It was really a tiring experience for us...Back home, I was really really tired and sleepy...I felt that my legs and my hands are not mine...It was really tiring...I wish I could have more time to rest and to sleep more but I really can't...My class started on 8am Monday morning...I still remember how hard I forced myself to opened my eyes that morning...It was an awful feeling...

Going to campus is not a tough duty for me actually...But indeed attending class and perhaps trying to listen to the lecturers are too hard for me after a two-days working....I just can't understand my lecturers...And I just sat there "hearing" to my lecturers, without thinking and digesting the lessons for the past few days...Terrible....

All my tutorial classes started on Monday...I took out my tutorial questions and tried to do...But when I look at those questions...I really don't know how to start...OMG!!!I felt so sleepy when I look at the words in the tutorials....and then, I just left them blank, attending my tutorial classes without answering them....And during my tutorial classes, it's another hard time for me to try to understand...I felt like I'm going to fail my exam this semester...I want a tuition teacher...SERIOUSLY, I really need someone to force me to do tutorial questions...

I'm really dizzy now...I have been feeling so sleepy for the whole week...I want to sleep!!!!!

Suffer Semester-The Starting of My Nightmare

2010-01-22T15:15:00.004+08:00

Time seems to pass very very fast...It's my Year 1 Sem 3 dy...The final semester in my Year 1...Can't imagine I'm going to have my industrial training soon...In October this year if I'm not mistaken...I really don't know how I suffered the previous 2 semesters....And this semester, I really hate the timetable for this semester...Class from early in the morning till evening everyday....OMG...It's only week 1, and I feel like I'm going to die of tiredness of waking up early the morning, and die of boredom of sitting in the lecture hall, staring at the board, don't understand what the lecturers are teaching....

This semester will definitely be a tough semester for me...I'm taking many heavy and tough subjects...Intermediate Calculus, Theory and Interest, Probability and Statistcs 2, Business Accounting 2, Fundamentals of Linear Algebra, Basic Professional Writing...OMG...Just look at the names of the subjects, they are like strangers to me....I don't know them, they don't know me...I definitely have to do well in all these papers, in order for me to prepare myself for the SOA Exam...Have to pray hard and of course work EXTREMELY hard so that I can move on to continue my study until the end...I don't want to fail any papers, then in the end, go back Kuantan to sell salted fish...

I supposed to have no class today...But due to the coming CNY, I had replacement classes from 8am-2pm...Another morning class...Hate it so much...I feel like I have not had enough sleeping time for years...Miss my holiday so much...Miss my bed....Aih...No choice, I want to have more holidays during CNY...Just suffer a bit for this few weeks...

Normal Day

2010-01-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

A day normal just like any other day in my holiday...Woke up early in the morning as usual, yam cha with my mom and my aunts, than stay at home--online, watching TV, eat and eat and eat....Guess my diet plan failed once again...haha...Give up dy lah...Just dun be fatter and fatter is good enough for me right now....T.T

My holiday is going to end soon, going back to KL this Sunday...Result for sem 2 was out last week...I'm not really satisfied with it...I've hope for more, but in the end...Haiz, no more first class honour...Have to put much more effort in the coming sem...No choice, have to pull up my CGPA dy...

My friend, Thong Yang is flying to US...Guess he's in the plane dy right now...Wish him good luck and all the best in his study...Waiting for him to come back 2.5 yrs later...Hope he won't surprise us by bringing back a gf with different skin colour...and with his curly long hair when he come back....hehe...

A Brand New Year

2010-01-01T23:04:00.006+08:00

It's officially 2010!!!Wow!!!And I'm officially 1 year older now...

Looking back for 2009, that's many many things that happened in my life...There are sorrow and of course there are much more joy than sorrow I've experienced in the past 1 year...

My life changed in 2009, not those drastic changes, but in fact there are some changes in my life...The most obvious change was I started my new life in KL...It was hard at the beginning as life in KL is much more different than life in Kampar and in Kuantan...Those days in Kampar, although I was alone without the accompany of family, but everything was provided to us...I've my own room with the facilities all well-prepared...Life in Kampar was not really a hard one...In KL, I've to learn practising sharing room with others...and of course, without the facililities provided....On my own, and with the help of my friends, we settled all those things by our own...It was not really an easy task for me, who did nothing like that before...Indeed, it's a nice try for me, for me to grow up and for me to learn to become independent...

Year 2009, I've also experienced something that I've never and did not dare to try...I went to explore KL with my friends, getting lost in the city when we were trying to go to mid valley...We even went to Genting in the middle of the night, stealing people's cup...All these crazy acts that I've never tried before I've done it in 2009...Such memories will never fade in my life...

Whatever it is, the past will never come back...As for 2010, there are more that I hoped for:
~I wish I could make my CGPA higher
~I wish I could have a new laptop
~I wish all my pimples will go away
~I wish I could sleep more, rest more, play more
~I wish I could have more time spending with my friends and family
~I wish every moment in my life will be full of joy...

Happy New Year!!!!!!!

The Celebration~

2009-11-24T23:52:00.005+08:00

It's the one who sleeps beside me everyday's birthday!!!Kelvy Tee is finally turning into 19 ,remains in being the most innocent one in our gang...

The day before her big day, zhong hao, seng hock, kelvy and I went to Times Square for a shopping spree...Actually it was zhong hao's idea to go shopping at first because he wanted to buy formal shoes for his coming presentation...We were expecting he will buy a lot of things...But things din't ended up like that...Kelvy and I bought a lot of things instead, compared to zhong hao that only bought a pair of shoes for himself...Seng Hock din't buy anything. just a little present for kelvy as a birthday gift...

Then, during the big day, we joined Zhong Hao for a steamboat at his house...It was the strangest steamboat that I've ever ate...Firstly, the soup we used was ABC soup...so there were potatoes and carrots in the soup...creative huh?!!!Then, guess how we ate our steamboat??? Chin Hui, with the help of the others took out the gas and the stove from the kitchen, and we were using "kuali" instead of pot for our steamboat...haha...It was the most memorable steamboat experience that I've ever had...We were so proud as we managed to ate up all the ingredients that we've prepared, except the mee hoon...I was full until I can't even stand straight for around half an hour...After that, we played poker cards, gambling...It's zhong hao's favourite activity...But he lost his money to us...He was the "big loser" that day...haha...Chin Hui- the so-called "One Love Prince" was so happy to win money from him...

Then, we went to celebrate Kelvy's Birthday at Station 1 together with the other TD4 members and Ting An...The ice-cream cake that Jid Ian bought was nice...But, I was too full to eat another piece of cake...As usual, we chatted, played cards, and took photos with the birthday girl there...Then, suddenly Tim asked us whether we want to go Genting not after the celebration because Ting An were planning to go there with his friend...Of course I'll agree cause I've no such experience before, going Genting at the midnight...

And so, we went home and dressed ourselves up...Ting An and his friends were waiting for us and we felt so sorry to have them to wait for us...Then, we went all the way to Genting from KL...During the journey, Joshua kept talking on the phone...and I kept interupting him...haha...The top of the mountain was freezing cold...Although we already wore our jackets, we still can feel the cold breeze around us when we were walking...We did nothing there actually...Just went to the toilet a few times, yum cha at Starbucks, stealing people's cups, trying to enter the casino and hanged-out there...haha...However, it was such a nice experience going there after 12am...

We came back at around 4am....Maybe it was because I drank too much coffee that night, I felt dizzy and felt like vomit during the journey home...It was a disgusting feeling...Just like after people drunk...Reached home, I was too tired to do other things except to sleep...It's a nice exploration after all...=P

黑裙子

2009-11-20T01:50:00.004+08:00

~Love this song~

天边的那朵云要去哪里流浪

如果有答案要记得跟我讲

谁的爱放在假日的市场

讨价还价拍卖着它的重量

穿着白色西装的紫乌鸦

站在那里不停地鼓掌

就要下雨你的自尊要逃向何方

是男是女随便你要怎么想

只为他穿过一次的黑裙子

深深锁在记忆的墙

写好的遗言也要用力唱

祭拜我们为了爱的疯狂

只为他穿过一次的黑裙子

还在风中荡

黑指甲短头发

有些话不用讲

为爱我就是这样

穿着白色西装的紫乌鸦

站在那里不停地鼓掌

就要下雨你的自尊要逃向何方

是男是女随便你要怎么想

只为他穿过一次的黑裙子

深深锁在记忆的墙

写好的遗言也要用力唱

祭拜我们为了爱的疯狂

只为他穿过一次的黑裙子

还在风中荡

黑指甲短头发

有些话不用讲为爱 ~~

只为他穿过一次的黑裙子

还在风中荡

黑指甲短头发

有些话不用讲

为爱我就是这样

Another outing

2009-11-12T19:48:00.006+08:00

It was a packed schedule for me yesterday...

Woke up at around 11am...went to pasar with kelvy., coz we planned to cook spaghetti at nite...But instead, Zhong Hao called us and asked us whether we want to go dinner with him at nite...So, I juz cancelled the original plan to cook spaghetti and decided to joined him for dinner..Then, we went to campus for sun zi's art of war...another super boring subject...and when we went into the class, we were like shocked, more than half of the students gone...It was only around 40 students in that class., which is very very few compared to the 1st class...I din listen to what the lecturer said of course...Just day-dreaming, listening to my mp3 and playing games in the phone...These become the activities that I do in most of the lecture classes in this semester...Kelvy started to study for sociology in the class...while Tim and Ting An chatted happily in the class...and they made decision to go out to play at night...

After the class, watched pps for a while, then went dinner with Kelvy, Kah Yee, Zhong Hao and his housemates at Flat Top...I din eat there, just ordered french fries becoz Ting An wanted to bring us to eat some nice food...

Then, Ting An drove Tim's car...We went to eat "ice" in a shop called snowflake...That's something that I nvr tried b4...quite nice...waiting for the next time to go there for another flavour...Later, we went to 1 Utama to buy 2012's ticket for today...and we were like wondering if we want to watch another movie or not...Finally, we made the decision to go for "lok lok" 1st...Then ly we see want to watch movie or not...

Another 1st try for me to eat "lok lok" that way...Perhaps, it seems more like steamboat...haha...Tim was sweating like a "waterman"...Coz Ting An had grabbed the most "strategic" place in there...Finished our so-called "dinner" at around 11.30pm...Then, Jiali called Lala to check whether there is still any movie to be shown at that time...Finally, we reached Pavillion and we watched "This Is It"...Michael Jackson was so talented...He did everything by his own for his own concert...

Reached home at around 3am...And we decided to "ponteng" the next day...haha

Sociology Presentation

2009-11-10T14:54:00.002+08:00

Finally, today we had our sociology presentation...After around a week's time to prepare for the presentation, we finally got to present successfully this morning...

We presented our topic using the talk show method, which is quite different from what the other 2 groups who presented this morning...At first, we've prepare to use our own laptop for the presentation , coz we were sked that those videos we want to show kenot be shown on Utar's laptop...So, Kelvy brought along her laptop and we tried to fix the projector to her laptop...But, we can't do it, there's nothing on the screen when we fix the projector into Kelvy's laptop...And so, we started to get nervous...Then, I quickly get my pen drive prepared and tried playing those videos using Utar's laptop...Thank God...Those videos can be played and then we started our presentation...

At the beginning of the show, all of us seem a bit nervous and we even forgot the script...Some of the informations we've prepared earlier also we forgot to present...Luckily, after a while, we are no longer that nervous as the beginning of the show...And we end our show successfully, although there are some minor mistakes we made...

Anyway, it's over now...Time to prepare for those coming assignments...Sun zi assignment and Pengajian Malaysia assignment...My next presentation will be on this coming Friday...It's improptu speech...Nothing to be prepared..It's just speeking spontaneously...Just hope that the title that we'll get on Friday is not that hard...I hope there will be no topics on politics...Coz I seldom read newspaper...hehe...If topics like that is going to come out...really GG...xP

Week 3

2009-11-07T20:27:00.003+08:00

Week 3 of the 2nd semester...I began my life as a " busy" university student...Felt that my life going back to those time in Kampar...Felt that my life become more and more "meaningful"...

This whole week, I was quite busy...Came back from Kuantan on Sunday...Then, I was shocked to know that there was a sad case happened in Kampar...Three Utar students drowned in the waterfall in Kampar...It was quite a shocking news to me since I spent almost a year studying there...It's a place so familiar to me...Nothing we can do now...What we can do is juz pray for them...and hope that there will be no more bad things happen to the people around us...

Then, I had my Pengajian Malaysia test...It's something I hate...Something like sejarah that I've study for the past few years in my secondary school...Nothing new, but I can hardly remember what I've already study...I was supposed to study for my test on Tuesday since the test was on Thursday...Unfortunately, Setapak area had a blackout that day...My house got no electricty that nite...That gives me a reason to be lazy and escape from those boring facts...Then, I went to Wangsa Walk to sing K with my friends...It was the first time we go there, not much songs for us to sing...But we still had fun as it's been such a long time since we last went to sing K...That night, I felt so guilty and regretted for my laziness...

Wednesday, skipped Sun Zi's Art of War because I have to study for the test...But I did went to PHP new programme...This time, the programme is not really same as the previous one...Almost all who attended the programme are my friends...We did enjoyed ourselves...Everyone saw my ugly drawing that day...

Thursday, after my test...I've to prepare for my case study assignment for oral communication... With the cooperation of my group members, we finished our assignment in less than 1 hour...So geng...Then, Joshua asked me whether I want to go out not...and guess what???We went to Mid Valley that night at 11 something...We watched Poker King...It was such a funny movie...

Friday, after passing up the assignments, I have to start another new assignment...This time, it's sociology...I have to pass up the report and do the presentation by next Tuesday...So, everything seems so rush...I really have no idea how to do the presentation actually...Just hope that our tutor won't be so strict in marking our reports and assignments...

Week 2

2009-10-30T00:17:00.005+08:00

Just came back from Port Dickson...All of us feel so exhausted and tired...So, I slept very early every night after I came back from PD...

The whole week two for this new semester is so damn boring...As usual, I wake up early in the mornings, going to campus everyday, attending classes, but I never listen to even one of those lectures...My heart isn't with me...I'm still in "holiday mode"...But I know that I've to start working on those assignments dy...They are supposed to be handed up very very soon...

For me, everything continues to go on as in semester one...Except that for this semester, our driver, Tim is not able to get the car parking sticker...So, I guess we are going to park outside campus, walking all the way from the outside into our lecture rooms...and perhaps, taking bus to campus during this semester....Guess it will be a hard time for three of us...It doesn't matter if I have to walk, but I just worry that my skin will become darker and darker...So, I'll just bring along my umbrella whenever I have class...Haiz...I really hope that our next semester will be better...

Then, today I attended my oral communication class...It was quite interesting as our lecturer was the one who assigned groups for us for our assignments...It is quite different from any other subjects that I've taken previously that I can choose to do assignments with my friends...For this subject, there's no choice for us, we have to stay in the group that she assigned for the whole semester...So, I've got the chance to meet with some new friends finally...

I'm going back to Kuantan tomorrow...Papa will come and fetch me...There's no need for me to take bus...Yeah...Going to spend this coming weekend with my beloved family and maybe meet a few of my secondary school friends...After that, I think I will not be able to go back for a couple of weeks because of assignments, presentations and tests...

A Visit to Port Dickson

2009-10-28T19:34:00.004+08:00

Last weekend, I went to Port Dickson with my friends...14 of us went for the trip, including Kelvy, the host and Gary, who came to joined us from Kampar...

Kelvy, Zhong Hao, Seng Hock and I sat in Gary's car during the trip...It was the noisiest car among all the three cars that went for the trip because Zhong Hao was in that car...We had lots of fun chatting and playing in the car during our journey to Port Dickson...

We stayed at Kelvy's house...Thanks to the Tee family for providing us the shelter and also the meals...Kelvy's dad even came back from Johor to bring us to visit some interesting places in PD...We visited to the beach where we were playing the banana boat, the Ostrich Farm and also the Grape Farm where we were not able to go in because it was not opened that day we went there...Later, they brought us to Seremban to buy "siu pao"...We also had the opportunity to eat seafood and "Bak Kut Teh" which according to Kelvy and her family, those two restaurant were among the most popular places people having their meals...They were quite delicious actually...

Overall, it was quite a nice trip...All of us did enjoyed ourselves during the journey...Wondering where our next destination will be...Looking forward for our next trip~

"Nice" Exploration to Mid Valley

2009-10-26T14:47:00.005+08:00

Gary was in KL last weekend...He came to join us to Port Dickson Trip...But we had nothing to do on Friday and so we decided to go to Mid Valley with our main purpose to go shopping...

Two cars headed to Mid Valley...Unfortunately, both the drivers- Gary and Tim did not know how to go to the mall and none of the passengers know the way to Mid Valley...With the help of Sarjan's GPS on the phone, we took the risk to explore...

We started our journey at around 6pm...It was the time when every1 finished their works and were on the way back home...So the roads were jammed...We were trapped in the jam for almost 1 hour I think before we can see Mid Valley...Sarjan continue to lead us with his GPS...And finally, we saw Mid Valley but we were at the other side of it and we can't find the way into the car parking lot...So, we juz follow all the other cars there and continued to go straight in front...

After that, we continued to trap in the jam...But we don't know that we already got into the wrong way...I don't really know how many times we pass through the mall but we could'nt get into it and don't know where we got lost...But at last, Jia Li called her friend and the "living GPS" tell us roughly where to go...We were so happy because we seemed to find our way to our destination...But once again, we got lost...

All of us in the cars were frustrated and hungry...So, we stopped at the petrol station to buy some snacks, go to toilet and to ask the workers there the way to Mid Valley...Luckily, the workers showed us the way...And this time, we got to the parking lot successfully...But guess what time it was???It was already around 9pm...We took our dinner at Kim Gary and when we finished our dinner, it was already 10pm...Our plan to go shopping vanished...

Then, we went for a movie...The movie was quite interesting and nice...But it was a bit too violent and I closed my eyes for all those "geli" scenes...

Jia Li fetched us back after the movie...It took much less time to go home compared to the time we went there...We followed the sign board and found our way back home successfully...Reached home at about 2.30pm...

It was a "memorable" experience...We learnt that we can drive to watch night shows next time...But we must start our journey before sunset...Haha..

Law's Farewell

2009-10-22T22:57:00.005+08:00

Today is the last day my friend a.k.a Ah Law in Setapak....So yesterday, the whole TD4 when for a farewell dinner with him in Sri Rampai, in a restaurant called D'One... -The main character of the day-

D'one is a steakhouse, but we kept laughing and talking loudly and at last it looked more like a mamak rather than a steakhouse...So pai seh...But no choice, long time TD4 had no such big gathering dy....Almost all of us in Setapak went to Law's farewell dinner...It's really a big crowd...Since it's been a long time we see and chat with each others, we really made a lot of noises in the restaurant...haha...Hope that those taking dinner in the restaurant won't feel irritated...

Jelly fetched us to the restaurant...When we reached there, Sri Pelangi gang was already there...Charles fetched them there....We sat there waited for the Wangsa Maju gang for a while...and after that we started to order our food...I really had no idea what to order at first...There are not actually many choices...But I still dunno what to order...Luckily Charles recommended those that he think nice in the restaurant as he always eat in the restaurant with his girlfriend...Wonder if he get any commission from the restaurant for doing the job...Haha...

Then, as usual, our food were served one by one...It's a bit torturing when we are waiting for our food to be served while our friends were all eating...Luckily, mine wasn't the last to be served...and I finished it very soon compared to the others...Seng Hock said that I ate too fast...In fact, he is the one who ate too slow...His mouth is so big but yet he chopped his "steak" into very very small pieces and put them into his mouth...

Ah Law seems a bit quiet in the group...Perhaps the others were too noisy...haha...I don't really remembered we stayed in the restaurant for how long...When it's time to pay, we queued up at the counter and paid one by one...The line is too long...So I grabbed the opportunity to take photo with Law...But too bad, those photo taken with my handphone are blurr...Quite regret for not bringing my camera with me...After everyone paid, we took group photo...It's a bit embarrassing taking photo in front of so many other customers in the restaurant...
-Wesley, Jelly, Tim, Law and I-

After that, we were discussing on where to go after dinner...Joshua was so eager to go home yesterday because he had appoinment with someone else in the msn...We discussed for quite a long time but we could'nt come out with a decision...So, we just stand at the road side, chat among ourselves...At last, the gang decided to play snooker, but I din followed them...And so, I went home...and the story ends cause I don't know what they did there...Hehe..

Goodluck Ah Law...Wish him all the best!!!

My Second Level of Degree Life

2009-10-20T15:46:00.005+08:00

After a boring 3 weeks break...I'm now back in KL, taking my year 1 sem 2 degree course...My results for sem 1 was not a satisfactied one...Quite regret for not studying well and hard enough...But whatever it is, no use to "mourn" over the exam...Just work harder for this semester...

This semester is a short semester...So, all the subjects I'm taking for this semester are not so tough as compared to those in the previous semester...However, these few subjects that I'm currently taking require lots and lots of memorizing efforts...Aduih...That's one of my weeknesses...The timetable for this semester is also not so pack as compared to the previous one...I can finally spend a little much more time for myself in this semester...But no more holiday for me during Fridays...So, I guess I'm not going home so often this semester...More time for me to study finally...haha =P

Since it is a 7 weeks semester, we have to done all the things in a very short period...Today is only the second day of my new semester, but we already got our assignment questions...and we have to pass it up on the 4th week of this semester together with our presentations...Those mid term tests is on 2 more weeks from now...So damn rush...I really have to start preparing already...not much more time left if I want to score in this semester...

One of my friend already change course, no longer taking Actuarial Science...He said it is too stressed for him to take this course....So he made the final decision to change to finance and will be transferring back to Kampar to continue his study...I wonder if I will follow what he did...wonder if I can continue taking this course till the end...I don't wish to spend money, don't wish to spend my time...Haiz...So, I think I'm going to go through these few years of hard time to graduate...I have to study super hard to graduate...

Gary said he's coming to KL this weekend...and we planned to go to Port Dickson...Hope he can make it because we dy planned to go out to play many many times...But all our plans failed for many times...I'm so damn boring...and I really hope to play out my heart with my friends...Miss the time we went to Tambun and Cameron...=P

I'm alone

2009-10-11T23:57:00.005+08:00

These few days...I'm supposed to be enjoying my holidays...But I'm very very very boring....Felt that I'm lonely, alone....

All my friends are not in Kuantan...Those in Kuantan are all busy with their studies...All preparing for the coming STPM...Even my brother is starting to prepare with his SPM...and my sister, is busy with her own business...busy with her pet dog, her school work, her anime, and her computer games...Haiz...Everyone seems so busy...Only me...I'm the only one who is vy vy vy FREE and have nothing to do at home...

I'm alone...Alone in the house...Athough all my family members are in the house, but everyone has his/her own businesses...I'm so boring...I started to sleep early and wake up early everyday...My life is so healthy now...But it's kinda weird...Coz I used to stayed until midnite every night in KL...It seems so strange to adjust my life back to normal...

I'm so lonely...T.T

Holiday~~

2009-10-05T15:33:00.002+08:00

I'm in "HOLIDAY MODE" now...Finally I've got a chance to rest after a whole semester studying studying and studying...Really so relax after exam...

What I did in this whole week after I came back to Kuantan???

First, I renewed my driving license...No more "P" in my driving license..means, I'm a qualified driver now...

Then, last Thursday, I went to my aunt's place to celebrate mooncake festival with my family...Had a nice mooncake festival celebration with all my cousins, aunts and uncles...and of course, my beloved family...Although I din really played candles and Tanglung, I did enjoyed myself that night...I enjoyed all those delicious dishes and the fun of watching all my little cousins playing with candles...They had a very big compound and great creativities to arrange and light up the candles with different shapes and patterns....

After having fun at my aunt's place the whole night, I went to my Huiyi's house the next day...I had a nice chat with Huiyi and Sookmun...Talking bout our lives and the things that happened around us...It's good talking with old friends when all of us were busy of our own lives recently...

I'm left with two weeks before my new semester starts...But I've plenty of plans in my mind...Wonder if I can carry on all my plans or not...=P

Discrete Mathematics--The Last

2009-09-29T15:50:00.007+08:00

Whoa...I can't find a word to describe how I feel now...I feel so so so RELIEF now...I finally taken my last paper yesterday and now...I'm back in my lovely hometown again!!!So nice being at home....

I was so worry and nervous about my paper yesterday on Sunday because I dun really spend enough time for it...I was so damn nervous until I can't sleep for the whole Sunday night...So damn stressed that night...I know that I was very tired..but I really can't sleep that night...So I woke up a few times that night...I took out my MP3 and listen to musics so that I can sleep, I took out my notes to revise...But yet I can't sleep...I forced myself to sleep and I tried to"count sheep"...I still can't sleep...At last, I don't know how I fall asleep...But it was not a nice sleep...

Then, the next day, I woke up very early in the morning while the exam supposed to start on 9 am...Kelvy and I went to car park and waited for Tim for more than 10 minutes...He wasn't there yet...We started to worry...So scared that he cannot wake up for the last paper and we tried to call him...Unfortunately, we can't reach him because his sim card and his phone spoilt dy...Then,I decided to go to his house to look for him...and perhaps...wake him up...Luckily, we saw him getting out of the lift before I went up to look for him...haha...

I don't remember what time we reached campus...When we reached, people were going into to exam hall already...So I quickly took out all stationery and went into the exam hall...The paper wasn't very hard...Still OK for me...although I din really understand the last two chapters...After I passed it up, I suddenly felt so tired and I lied on the desk and closed my eyes for a few minutes...having my very very short rest...I felt like I've not slept for a few nights...Really so tired right after the moment I passed up my exam paper...Maybe it's because all my tense had gone at that moment...

Then, I went to Times Square with Kelvy...Just two of us because Kelvy wanted to buy a lot of things...I was so excited and I bought many things...But Kelvy, the one who suggested to go shopping just bought a pair of shoes...Haha...I'm going to become a shopaholic already...We stayed in Times Square until 3 pm...Both of us were exhausted as we din really had enough rest for the past few days...We decided to go home after that...But I think that it was still early and I decided to go back to Kuantan...

And so,we rushed back home...It was really rushed as I'm supposed to take the 5pm bus and I had to go home from Times Square, take my luggage and go to the bus station within 2 hours...Luckily, I still managed to reached the bus station on time...But, that was really tiring...I felt like my legs were going to break after a whole day shopping and rushing for bus...

I reached Kuantan at 8.30pm and I was too lazy and tired to do other things other than to rest...
I'm going to have three weeks holidays starting from now...Feel good to be at home...I'm going to have a nice rest during these three weeks...Wish myself HAPPY HOLIDAY~~

No Mood Study

2009-09-26T20:11:00.003+08:00

Today, I supposed to be busy studying for my Discrete Maths since I really dun understand the last chapter of it...But too bad I'm too lazy to study...I juz take a quick glance bout those tutorial questions in those chapters in front because I'm planning to give up...Really not in the mood to study now...

Many of my friends finished their exam dy...Haiz...When is mine???Mine is on Monday...I will only be free on Monday...Althugh it's only one and a half day from now...But it seems like one and a half month for me...So damn boring staying at home...Facing my lecture notes that is very very very thick...and facing all the facts that I dun understand although I dy read for a few times...

Haiz...Really plan to give up dy...I dy studied twice...No use to study for the third time if I really dun understand....Oh God...Please help me...I really need some help now...Please help me to get rid of all my laziness....Please help me so that I can pay attention to my study...

Business Accounting--The Fifth

2009-09-25T14:27:00.002+08:00

Finally come to the second last paper...The paper today wasn't very tough...At least after I finished all of the questions, I still have half an hour to check for my answer...Hope this paper can help me to pull up my CGPA lah..although it can not really help a lot...But at least it can help a little...

Final paper is on Monday...and there are many facts for me to memorise for the next subject...I'm so eager to go home...Can't wait for Monday to come...I really miss home a lot!!!

Fourth:Introduction To Japanese

2009-09-24T12:24:00.002+08:00

After a six-day-break, I had my next paper--Japanese Language just now...It's not really an easy paper...But, since it's not included in our CGPA, we only aim for a pass for that paper...Since I only aim for a pass and not an A, the effort I've put in for it was very little as compared to the other subjects...HAHA...Guess I can pass the paper...Coz can answer most of the questions...Although some of them I'm not so sure bout the answers...

My next paper is Business Accounting...This should'nt be tough for me...Coz it's almost the same as what I did during my secondary school...The only difference is the language...But yet I still have to study for it coz I've already forgotten some of the things that I've studied last time...Frankly, I'm not in "study mode" now...Some of my friends already finished their exam...and the six-day rest makes me even more lazier than previously...The last and toughest paper will be on next Monday...I'm really worry bout it now...Hope Monday will come soon...I miss my home so much....

I'm going to sit for my fifth paper tomorrow...This means I can't do anything more for the past four papers...Thinking back bout those few papers, I think they are rediculous....Last time, during my secondary school, there's only A and B in my world...When I enrolled myself in the foundation course, I din get any C also...But now, the A and B seem to dissappear from my life...C and D come and replace A and B in my life...After I step into my degree life, I'm no longer dealing with A and B, I'm dealing with pass and fail...and repeat or not repeat...It's really rediculous...I don't know what happened to me....I don't know why I can't get good results anymore, even in those mid-term test that are much more easier than the actual exam papers...

Two more papers to go!!!!!

I will fight for it!!!!

Life

2009-09-19T20:11:00.011+08:00

These few days, I've been watching GhosT Whisperer...At first, I was watching it because I've no more drama to watch and I just can't stay at home studying and studying for the whole day...It's just a tool for me to relax myself during the exam week...However, once I started watching it, I can't stop myself from watching, and I'm totally addicted to it...

It was a nice drama indeed...Sometimes, we can't deny that watching drama is not going to be beneficial...It does...Watching Ghost Whisperer somehow helps me to understand meanings of life...

People always say that life is short...Yea..Life is really short!!! We are not going to know when are we going to leave...Leave our family, leave our loved ones ,and leave our friends...Life can be really short...Maybe one day, we'll just get hit by a car, or even get hit by a thunder and we'll just die off...And then, we can't do anything that we think we should do anymore...When we realize, it will be too late for us...There's nothing else that we can do for those people around us anymore...

So, life is short and so we have to treasure everything that we have in our lives, everyone that we met in our lives, everyday that we have in our lives...Life can be short...and we can make it as meningful and beautiful as we want...From today onwards, I'll appreciate everyone in my life, my friends, my family and even my pets with love...I'll feel grateful for everything that god gives me...I'll feel thankful for every single day in my life and fill them up with beautiful colours...

LIFE CAN BE SHORT

BUT LIFE CAN BE MEANINGFUL

ONLY IF WE KNOW HOW TO TREASURE OUR LIVES

♥WITH LOVE♥

EVERY MOMENT IN OUR LIVES IS BEAUTIFUL

Probabality and Statistics-The Third

2009-09-18T18:43:00.002+08:00

Well, these few days I've been spending my time studying for this subject...Of course, I won't sacrifice my time of watching drama...I've been half-studying, half- watching drama these few days...Seems not paying much attention while I was studying...But, at least I've finished studying all the syllabus and managed to do the tutorial questions...

Back to the exam paper 2day...It wasn't as hard as what I thought it would be...and I think I managed to answer more than half of the entire paper...It's good enough for me dy...Coz I really din expect too much for this paper....At least I've tried my best on this paper...

Hari Raya is 3 days away...I wish that I can go home so much coz many of my friends will be in Kuantan this weekend and they are all having holidays...Haiz...But I can't...I've three more papers to go before the next paper...So, I'm going to spend my five days holiday studying in KL before I can really have a rest at home...So damn boring studying...

Now, I'm going to take a short rest...Not planning to study 2nite...Hehe...

While I'm thinking of where to go for this coming semester break, Kelvy offered me to follow her back to Port Dickson...She's going to bring me out to play...erm...although she's still thinking of where to go...SERIOUSLY, I'm going to consider bout that since TD4's plan of trip to Genting seems failed...and I'm so so desperate going to travel!

Programming-The Second

2009-09-15T18:38:00.003+08:00

Out of six, I dy sat two of my exam paper...Regret that I din study hard for the exam???No...No time for me to regret...It's too late to regret...

My Calculus paper last saturday was suck...I did it so badly...I admit...It's mainly due to my laziness...But then, after the paper that day, after I realised that I did so badly in my exam, after I realized that I did not studied hard enough...I started to worry that my CGPA will not exceed 2.0...and the worst of all, I kenot proceed taking PTPTN loan...Then, I started to study hard for the next paper on Saturday night...It's been quite a while since I last studied so hard for my exam...I really put the highest of my level of attention to study Programming that night and the day after...But, that only last for one and a half day...Guess what??? I was watching drama, facebook-ing and reading people's blog whole day yesterday...Din really bother bout the exam...That's me...That's the lazy me...

Fortunately, the exam paper today is still OK....OK doesn't mens I know how to do all of the questions...Ok doesn't means I'm sure that all my answers are correct...OK just means I can still manage to do the question compared to my Calculus paper...So, it's actually not something that I should feel happy thinking that the exam paper is OK...

My next paper will be Probability and Statistics...Something that an actuarial science students should be good at it...But not me...I've no idea bout what's going on in the last two chapters...I've started a bit on the last chapter...But I really dun undestand....Guess Friday will be a hard time for me...Struggling to answer the exam paper....

Basically, there's no time for me to feel sad for those two previous papers now...My time is precious now...I've to study hard for my coming paper now...No time to regret...No time to play...Cause it's STUDY TIME!!!!!!!!

First paper:Calculus

2009-09-12T18:30:00.002+08:00

I juz wanna say...My first paper in the exam is so damn difficult...Maybe one of the reason is I did not put much effort enough for it...But, the paper itself is really difficult...haiz...cham dy...I dunwan to fail this paper...I dunwan to repeat this subject in the future...

I dun dare to see my result...What I can do now is just waiting for miracle...I hope there will be miracle...Is there miracle in this world???Or izzit juz a dream for me???I dunno....

My next paper is on Tuesday...It's Programming...I've no confidence in it...Coz I keep skipping class...I really dun understand what the lecturer is talking...Haiz...I think it's gonna be another tough paper also...

My future is dull..Am I taking the right path taking Actuarial Science???I dunno...However, there will be no turning back for me...I noe that it is impossible for me to give up now...It's impossible for me to change course now...and I dun plan to change course....even in the future...

Since there's no other choices, I shud be studying harder now...So that I will be able to score better later...Gambateh!!!

Exam

2009-09-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

I'm back in KL again...no doubt...for my exam, not for other purposes....

Tomorrow, I'll be having my first exam paper...I dun think I've prepared well enough...But, I did studied all the things in the notes...Hope that will help...Coz I noe I have no time to go through each and every tutorial question...and I'm too lazy to do that...

Sinmun is very lazy...Why I say so???Because....Every1 in my house are busy studying now...But what I'm doing now???Facebook...Online...PPS...My roommate, Kelvy Tee was studying from the morning until now...I wonder how she can do that...So damn boring studying all the maths stuff the whole day...

I give up dy...Really hope the exam paper wont be so hard tomorrow...

Study Week

2009-09-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I try so hard to do something...But in the end, I would'nt be able to drag myself on the right track to the right thing...

I could'nt believe what I'm doing right now...My first paper in final exam is on Saturday..I know I should be studying hard for it because I din score well in the midterm tests and quizes...But I really can't do it...My heart is not with me...It's not with me when I'm studying....and I really can't focus on what I'm studying...I wonder why I can't sit still...studying for a few hours non-stop like what I did during my schooldays...

Final is really near now...In less than 1 week's time, I'm going to sit for my first paper...I really dunno how much I can score in the final...I really have to manage my time...I should fully utilize my study week to study, not to go shopping, to online,to go out yam cha...ARGH!!!!!

Hopes....

2009-09-01T21:11:00.003+08:00

1st of September, it's the starting of a new month again...It's also the starting of my nightmare...Because final is really very very NEAR...

Today, I attended my last Calculus lecture...During the lecture, our lecturer, Dr.Chen told us sumting which I think is quite meaningful...Look at the picture above, what do you see??

It's normal that you see a black dot....But, do you notice that behind the black dot, the striking white background is there??

Now, take a look at this picture...

You see that the background of the picture is black and dull...But, in centre of the picture, there is a white dot....

In both pictures, the black colour represents desperate, sadness, and dissapointments...The white colour represents hopes...When god closses a door, he will always open a window for us...There's always hope when one is totally disspointed at something...It's juz depends on how we view failure...If we think that failure is a way to make us strong, we can always see successes behind the failure...

It's juz the same as my life...I got my coursework marks for Calculus today...It's juz a little bit more than half of the total coursework marks...However, it's more than what I think I can get...Not to say that I'm satisfied with what I got, but at least I know that I'm not really that weak....I expected that I will score lower than half of the total coursework marks...I'll work hard in my final so that I can get a "nice" gred in my final...I know that I can still manage to catch up in my final...I know that there is still a hope for me to score higher in my final....

Final exam is juz around the corner...To all my friends...Gambateh...

Merdeka!!!

2009-08-31T21:38:00.003+08:00

It's Merdaka Day!!!Happy Birthday Malaysia!!!

After my short break, I came back to KL to continue my final week study in my Year 1 Semester 1 in degree...I think there will be ntg much happen in this week lah...Juz passing up all my assignments, doing all my presentations, getting to know all the coursework marks...and the worst of the worst, preparing for my coming final exam....

I'm wishing to put more effort in my final exam...Whether I can fullfill my wish or not...It's another matter...haiz....Degree life is sux...

A Little Break For Me

2009-08-28T10:34:00.006+08:00

Finally, I settled all my assignments, tests and assessments dy...It's kinda relief coz I'm on my way to fnh my sem 1 in my degree course soon...But, this reminds me that my final exams are coming..I really have to put a lot of effort in my final...All my coursework marks are so low...I have to catch up in my final...

Last week was the most awful week for me...I suffered a few days for my programming assignment...I faced all the codes every day and nite...Luckily, some of my classmates helped me with my assignments...If not, I think I really wont be able to do the assignment..Thanks to my "si fu"...He really helped me a lot in my assignment...He gave me a rough idea how to start my assignment and help me checked for my errors...really thanks him a lot...Then, after the programming assignment, I have to deal with my Probability assignment...It's really rush because we fnh it during the last minute....And guess what, I even went to watch movie with my friends before I could really fnh my assignments because I really felt vy stressed and hoped to escape from those assignments....

Now, since that I dy fnh all those works...I'm back at home for a little break...hehehe...Yesterday was Jin Jin's birthday..I went to celebrate with her in ECM in the afternoon and at nite at Leaf...It's been a while since I last saw her...She changed her look cause she cut her hair...But there's 1 thing that she'll nvr change...SHE IS STILL VERY NOISY...haha...Sometimes, its quite nice to have a friend that is talkative...cause you'll nvr feel lonely...haha...Wish her happy always and good luck in her STPM...

The Bday Girl and I

I'll appreciate my little short back before my final exams...I want to have enough rest so that I can fight for my final exam...

The End of PHP

2009-08-22T21:46:00.005+08:00

Long time din update my blog dy...The main reason is because I'm too lazy...Plus I got lots of test...Plus I nid to settle my ptptn stuffs...Plus I was sick for the last few days...There were too many things for me to worry last two weeks...But now, almost all of them were settled dy...I just left with two more assignments and one assessment to pass up next week...But until now, I still have no idea how to start the assignments...I'm getting more and more nervous now...So worry that I cannot get to finish my assignment by the due date...Haiz...My degree life getting more and more difficult...

Today, I attended my last PHP meeting...It was a "marathon" cause we were to finish our last three modules in 6 hours time in a day...It was a bit boring actually but we did enjoyed ourselves during our last meeting...During our meeting just now, we learnt how to be a helper...helping our clients who are having problems...I think that I'm not a good helper cause I dun really know how to help my friends who have problems...But I'm willing to learn...hehe....hope that I can become more and more "pro" in counselling and helping other people...

Then, talking bout those who I get to know during this activity...The 1st I have to mention is Miss Khim...She is such a nice person to meet and she is a very good counsellor indeed...She is cute and she likes to smile...That's why her students like to talk to her...Then, its our leader for our group...He's Alex...Hmm...I shud say he is actually one of the most aggressive people in our group...Cause most of the time he's the 1st one who responds to Miss Khim's question...We have a singer in our group,Ricky....According to him, he loves to sing....but we din have the chance to hear him singing actually...I think he's those kind of "special" people cause he likes all kinds of special things...For example, compete with others the time to stay awake...The next person in our group is Francis...He likes to draw, especially drawing people's hand...and he's quite shy...Then, we have Kelvin in our group...He's the only person that I know that can be very patient in every aspects...That's what all of us in our group shud learn from him...The other three ladies in our group is Yin Cheng, Kui Ling and Kelvy...Yin Cheng is a nice girl and she is willing to voice out her opinions during our activities...Kui Ling is quite friendly also..She is a little bit quiet...But i think she changes a lot after the five modules, not as quiet as the first time we met...The last but not least, Kelvy Tee..She is my roommate..I know here well...hehe...She is the most innocent in the group...Too bad we does not have enough time to get to know each other better cause we dy finished our five modules...

I guess I wont be able to update my blog so oftenly next week...Lots of assignments have to pass up next week...Haiz...so boring lah...I wish to have more time for myself....Hope to have more time for me to watch pps...More time for me to chat through MSN...More time for me to do other things...But I know I can't....Final Exam is in three weeks time....I have to study!!!!

Good Luck My Friend

2009-08-09T23:40:00.004+08:00

People met and people leave..

A friend of mine is going to leave Malaysia for USA very very very soon...Hor Jyo Lyn...A girl that I knew since long long time ago...She used to call me "Nye"...We knew each other since we were in primary school...But I guess we got close to each other when we were in form 1...She even told me that she used to scare me during primary school...haha..but at last, we ended up being so close to each other...She was one of the member of "Wuliaolism" during our secondary school time...In fact, she is one of the active member in that club...Miss our school life so much...

However, time just passed by so fast, right from the day she inform me that she got JPA, I knew that she will be leaving us soon...The day just come so fast, she will be leaving us on next Tuesday...She will be flying abroad, fighthing for her future...

And so, we had so many gathering with her...Haha..Went yam cha with her at Cherish and "lala hunt" last week...Then, she came bak KL with me to meet her coursemates...After that, bbq at my house, and "brunch" at Sushi King...Guess that will be the last time I gather with her before she going to USA...Coz I wont be able to go to KLIA on Tuesday...

A feeling of sadness just hit me...I know I'll miss this friend of mine whereever she is...Wish her all the best in her study...Take care my friend!!!

Happy Birthday Mommy

2009-08-06T21:03:00.003+08:00

Today is the birthday of one of the most important person in my life...

19 years ago, I was borned to this wonderful world..She gave me life..She raised me...She takes good care of me...She cooks delicious food for me...She was there when i needed her...She loves me...She is none other than my mom...Happy birthday mommy...

My mom is a a great mother...Like any other mother in the world, she loves her kids and her family more than anyone else...She is a responsible housewife who understands the needs of each and everyone in her family well...She knows us well and she will provide the best for us...

When i have problems, the first person who I will turn to is my mother...Although some of the times she dun really manage to solve all my problems, however she will always be there, stand by my side, support me and be my listener...Thus, she knows me well and she always know the most effective way to comfort me...Besides being the best listener of my problems in my life, I will also tell her everything that happened around me...I share my joy and also my tears with her and because of her supports and advices, I am who I am today,growing up so well, being able to go on with my life...

My mom is great...and I love her so much...Wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY...and wish her good health always...

Memories

2009-08-03T19:10:00.007+08:00

Suddenly, I miss Kampar so much...

Kampar, a small town and perhaps many people describe it as a "kampung" near Ipoh...There's not much people, not much shops and no shopping center there...The largest supermarket is TESCO...and it was only built after UTAR was opened...It is a place that not many people prefer to stay...But, it's indeed a place full of memories for me..and I just realized love it so much...

I miss Kampar....

Miss Westlake...

Miss the days in Kampar...

Miss the days I cycled to campus with my friends...

Miss the days we took bus and the bus driver played with us...

Miss the days we barbeque in 1307 and 1540...

Miss the days we lepak in Westlake and even in the basketball court...

Miss the days we din sleep for the whole night, chatting with each others until the sun rise...

Miss the days we took photos in front of the lab until we were scolded by the guard...

Miss the days we went to "explore" Jalan Mati...

Miss the days we went to Cameron Highlands...

Miss the days that my friends went to my house when they were "kong xu"...

Miss the days we are giving each others all types of nicknames...

Miss the days we ate ikan bakar...

Miss the days we went to sing K...

Miss the Christmas Party and "tang yuen" party at Kelvy's house...

Miss our spaghetti cooked at 1540...

Miss the days "the dinasaurs" ate 32 plates of sushi at Sushi King...

Miss the days we planning to give people surprise during their bday...

Miss the days we drank beer at 21st...

Miss the "mooncake festival" celebration with my housemates...

Miss the nights I went yum cha at ABC with my housemates...

Miss the time I went pasar malam with my housemates...

Miss the Penang trip with my housemates...

Miss the days we kept complaning about 1396's internet...

Now, after I came to KL, I realized how much I like Kampar...Although there are no shopping complexes and not much entertainment there but I've gained many things from that place...

I've gained friendships with my TD4...

I've gained supports from my 1396 housemates...

and I've gained the most precious memory in my life in Kampar...

-The small but beautiful town.-

-TD4's photos snapping session in outside the lab.-

-My housemates-

Home Sweet Home

2009-08-01T00:36:00.017+08:00

I am bak in Kuantan!!!This time I am back bcoz of my noob laptop....I juz bought it for a year...But it is very very very lag....Noob...I came back to format my laptop and sacrificed the PC Fair in KL...Hope I can still have enuf time to pay a visit to the PC Fair on Sunday..I need a new mouse and a new cooler pad...

I had a new hair cut 2day...Now, I'm having fringe...Looks a bit weird since I'm still not very familiar with my new hair style...I am so regret right now...and at the same moment, I am worry oso...I noe my friends will oso be very unfamiliar with my new hairstyle...and I can predict their reactions when they see me...

Then, just now, I had a small gathering with a few of my friends...Hui ling, Yi Shin,Li Yu, Yong Qian, Hui Fern,Jyo Lyn, Ji Hong, Gabriel and I went for the little gathering at Cherish...We did enjoyed ourselves in the gathering..It feels good to chat with my olds friends since we had lots of memories together...Lots of joy, lots of fun and even lots of tears...Those are the memories that each of us will keep in our hearts and we will never forget them....

I've decided to join their plans for another outing 2ml...Waiting for 2ml's outing....I think it will be fun...

Failed

2009-07-28T19:12:00.004+08:00

Finally, the day had come...I finally had my calculus test 2day...It was damn hard...All my efforts, my sleeping hours were wasted...I did not answer all the questions...and those I had answered..I dunno whether I had answered them correctly or not...It's kinda dissapointed and I feel like giving up during that moment...I did studied all the syllabus...But in the end, I can't even finished all the questions...quite sad...and I feel like I'm going to score less than half of the overall marks...haiz...

I really paid quite a lot of efforts for this test...I can't sleep for the last two days...I dunno why also...I was very tired those two days...But when I closed my eyes, I can't sleep...This was very tiring...Maybe I was too stressed...That's the only reason I can think of...

Many of my friends said that the test was hard too...Most of us did really paid lots of hard works on it...Haiz...Maybe the test was really tough...But, according to Dr. Chen, our Calculus lecturer, the final exam will be tougher than this test...We were shocked and we wondered how are we going to go for our final exams...

After the test, I skipped my Programming Lecture and went back home to sleep...I had a nice sleep after the test...Felt so relief after the test...I guess maybe I was too tired since the last two days I din had enough sleep...

Another test is coming on Thursday....This time, its Business Accounting...I havent start study yet actually...2ml will be a tough day for me...Hope that I can cover those topics that are going to be tested on Thursday...=P

Calculus Day

2009-07-26T21:55:00.006+08:00

My brain is going to burst....Studying calculus for the whole day...My brain is full of laws and rules....All those theories that I dun really understand how they came from...and how am I going to apply them....So damn boring...Right after the moment I woke up, I took out my Calculus notes and text book, then I started to study those books, trying to digest them...Really very very very very BORING....

Its not my style to keep on staring on the book if I cannot understand...Its useless to look at those facts again and again if I dun understand...So, I started to take out my laptop...and now...I'm stick to my laptop again...Although there are still quite a lot of facts that I dun understand...Haiz...When can I change my lazy attitude???When can I improve my method of studying???I wonder when the day will come....

It's hard for me to studying the same thing for the whole day...Just like its hard for me to keep quite for 10 minutes...I understand myself very well...So,I dun know when can I fully "digest" those facts in the books...Just hope that the test will end soon...

An outing at Pavillion

2009-07-25T23:44:00.005+08:00

Done my Discrete Maths Test today...Overall, the test is quite easy....My few days effort spent on it had not wasted...thank god...After the test, I went to Pavillion with Kelvy, Seng Hock, Zhong Hao, Chin Hui, Joshua, Jia Ann and Sarjan...We went to watch Harry Porter...Many people told me that the movie is not actually nice...I think that it was okay...Better than Underworld and 10000 BC...Those two movies were some of the worst movies I had ever watched...

We took some photos in Pavillion....

Calculus test is on Tuesday...I will study hard for it 2ml...But before that, I'll just have a nice and sweet dream 1st....

Tired

2009-07-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

Degree life shud be enjoyable...But now, I fee like I'm going 2 become crazy...Crazy of quizes, crazy of tests, crazy of the moments before getting back the results, and crazy when everyone's marks is higher than mine....At this particular moment, I really hope that I can just relax and do nothing...Just to let my brain to have enough rest....

My parents always had so much of confidence in me....They always believe that I can do well in my exams..and they always had no worries on my academic performances...Sometimes, I really feel that they had given me too much of stresses...I was scared that I can't get good results, scared that I would dissapoint them...That's why I always study hard for my exams during school days...

But now, I feel like I will dissapoint them...My calculus was not that good as I expected...I don't understand what my lecturer had taught, I don't know how to do tutorials questions, I don't understand those questions that my friends are discussing....I started to get worry...Did I choose the correct course???Calculus is going to become one of the major subjects I'm going to take in my future 3 years...I'm scared that I can't survive even for this Introductory Calculus...I'm scared that those people around me will score much more higher than me...and I'm scared that I will dissapoint those people that I love...

My brain is going to be disfunctionable soon....The more I try to study, the easier I forgot what I've studied...The more I've expected, the least I get...I know that I can be better...But for now, I think that what I really need is rest...I'm tired already...Tired of doing tutorials, tired of studying, tired of waking up early in the morning for classes and tests, tired of life...Just give me a break....

Not Satisfied

2009-07-21T22:34:00.004+08:00

I got back my Calculus quiz result 2day...It's not too bad but I'm still not satisfied with the results I got...Maybe its becoz most of my friends scored higher than me...I was a little bit dissapointed at that moment...Actually, the quiz was quite easy...Those questions that I can't score are mostly due to my careless mistakes...At that moment when I got back the paper, I was really disspointed with it...It was actually less than what I've expected...I swear I will work harder for my mid-term paper next Tuesday...Hope that my mid-term paper will be able to cover the marks that I lost for my quiz...

I think it's a tough moment for every UTAR students now...Every1 are having exams, busy with assignments and also presentations...Thank god I dun hav much assignments for this semester...and no presentation for this semester...But, I do have many tests and quizes...much more tests and quizes as compared to the others...It's indeed a hard time for us... Gambateh,everyone!!!All these will come to an end...By that moment, we will find ourselves better than what we are now...We will find ourselves be able to cope with all those stresses and peer in our lives....That day is foreseeable...It will come soon...Gambateh=P

First PHP Meeting

2009-07-20T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hmm...2day nothing special happened...Juz that I attended my 1st PHP(Peer Helping Programme) meeting after class...

Before that, I've no idea bout what is PHP...Honestly, I really hoped to quit this programme before I went to the meeting 2day...I thought that this programme will be quite boring...I rather stay at home and sleep...Anyway, after I went through the 1st module in this programme, I think that it is still ok...I can go through those 5 modules in this programme within this semester i think...

The first activity of the day was relaxation...It's a way to help us to relax ourselves...relax our muscles and our bodies...After that, we have to introduce ourselves to our group members...There are 8 members in my group, including me...Then, we had some interaction with our group members....Overall, my group members are quite cooperattive and friendly...Finally, I got to know some senior through this programme...haha....

Hope that I can get more through this programme, get to know more people, get to know more techniques and skills to communicate with people, and get to know the correct way of helping people around me...

Feel Good to Be at Home

2009-07-19T21:26:00.004+08:00

Back from hometown to KL...My busy life will start again....Arghh!!!I wonder why the time at home passed through so fast...Anyway, it feel good to be at home, although the time is short...

During that few days at home, I really ate a lot...First day at home, my mom cooked a few my favourite dishes for dinner...Then, I ate durians for supper...Nice durians...Its warm to eat durians together with my family...Second day at home, I never do anything at home...Although it's a bit boring...but I enjoyed the boredom staying at home...doing nothing...At night, I ate steamboat for dinner...It's been a long time since I last ate steamboat...As usual, I was the 1st person who started to eat and I was the last person who left the dining table...haha...I ate till very full...My plan to lose weight failed again!!!!

Guess what???There is a new pet in my house...It's name is Lucky...It's my sister's suggestion to breed this little cute puppy...I know that she can manage to take care of this little creature...She really love small little creatures a lot...That's why I am so confident that she will take care of Lucky...

-My sister and her new pet-

Now, I'm back in KL...studying for Discrete Mathematics and Calculus...preparing for the tests that are coming...sienzzz....Miss the days at home...Miss everyone at home...

Newton In Romantic Mood

2009-07-17T02:22:00.005+08:00

I've something quite interesting...It's funny but in fact it is true....

Newton In Romantic Mood:

Universal Law Of Love:
"Love Can Neither Be Created Nor Be Destroyed; Only It Can Transfer >FromOne Girlfriend To Another Girlfriend With Some Loss Of Money."

First Law Of Love:
"A Boy In Love With A Girl, Continue To Be In Love With Her And A GirlIn Love With A Boy, Continue To Be In Love With Him, Until Or UnlessAny External Agent(Brother Or Father Of The Gal) Comes Into Play AndBreak The Legs Of The Boy. "

Second Law Of Love:
"The Rate Of Change Of Intensity Of Love Of A Girl Towards A Boy IsDirectly Proportional To The Instantaneous Bank Balance Of The Boy AndThe Direction Of This Love Is Same To As Increment Or Decrement Of TheBank Balance. "

Third Law Of Love:
"The Force Applied While Proposing A Girl By A Boy Is Equal And OppositeTo The Force Applied By The Girl While Slapping."

Journey to Grow Up

2009-07-16T01:06:00.013+08:00

Juz finished my Probability and Statistics test and Programming assignments 2day....Coming up next, I've to sit for my Calculus and Discrete Maths tests next week....Those 2 subjects are the subjects which i think is among the toughest of all the other subjects for this semester...It's impossible for me to relax during next week....It will juz be another tough week for me next week...Y shud I suffer for all this???Izzit for my future???Izzit for my family???Or izzit juz bcoz it is a journey for me to grow up???Without going through all these hardships or difficulties, I won't be able to grow up and I will remain as what I was previously....

Some of the times, I will think back about the previous me, before I went to National Service, before I went to Kampar for my foundation, and even before I came to KL, a big city compared to Kuantan....

During those days in secondary school, I was protected by my family...No matter what I did, they will be right there by my side...suppport me for everything that I did...Then, during the time I went to NS, I cried for almost everyday during the three months interval...That was the time when I missed my home the most...My papa, my mama, my grandma, my sis, my bro, the food that my mama cook and even my bed...Those are the things and people that I missed the most during that time... But, I've went through the three months time safely and completed my training...And after the training, I know that I became more mature and independent....After that, I went to Kampar for my foundation course...Of course, during that period of time, I missed my family too....Luckily, I've made many friends during foundation in Kampar...That's the main reason I was able to go through my life in Kampar happily...with all the sweetest memories that my precious TD4 gave me....Now, I'm in KL, studying my degree course...It's kinda struggelling and stressed...Maybe it's becoz this is only the beginning of my life in KL...I still nid some time for me to suit myself in this new place...

There's no doubt that there will be more and more challenges waiting for me in my future life...But I believe that I can go through all those challenges becoz I have the love from my family, the support from my friends, and most importantly, I believe in myself...believe in the will power I have of getting all the problems in my life solved...as what I did previously...It's juz a journey for me to grow up....

烦

2009-07-13T17:34:00.003+08:00

最近真的很烦...压得我有点喘不过气...好想家,真的很想回家...

其实我也不是很清楚自己到底在烦什么...考试吗??房子问题吗??也许这些烦恼是自找的...但他们真的就要把我逼疯了...

我真的很烦, 很乱,不知道自己的忍耐极限到底还剩多少...希望周末的到来...我要回家...即使只是暂时抛开这些烦恼... 但是我真的很想回家!!!!!!!!!

Busy Life

2009-07-10T15:59:00.003+08:00

My degree life started to get more buzy recently...Tests, quizes and assignments are coming...Obviously, it's time for me to study...but lazy me was not able to make myself in " study mode"....

Since more tests are coming for the next few weeks, I've decided to spend this weekend in KL to study...I'm not sure whether I'm going to study hard during this weekend or not...but I hope that I've made the correct choice to stay here...Hope that I can really concentrate on my study during this weekend....

Meaningful

2009-07-05T18:42:00.007+08:00

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly.

The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.

But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.

Love can make you happy but often it hurts.

But love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.

So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.'

It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care.

Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.

Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.

The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is:

To let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.'

Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.'

Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.'

Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together,

but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love:

Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else.

But it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone.

It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.

But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,

only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.

If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.

Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

My 19th Birthday

2009-07-04T22:13:00.006+08:00

Whoa...I'm 19!!!!

This year, I celebrated my birthday with my lovely TD4 classmates....its great 2 have them 2gether with me this year...As usual, TD4 gave me a big surprise during my birthday as it is the our tradition...I was really surprise coz i thought that they will celebrate my birthday on the next day....Zhong Hao cheated me...haha...Anyway, I was really happy and perhaps a little bit touched during that moment...That was my 1st birthday celebrated with TD4..It was really a nice memory for me...I love TD4...

Then during Friday(3 July) I went to Mid Valley with Peggy and Kelvy....I bought myself 3 birthday presents-->>a shirt, a bag, and a pair of Nike Shoes...haha...Then, we took our lunch in Sushi King and after that yam cha at Secret Recipe...I admit that I really spend a lot of money on that day...but juz for that day, I promised myself that I won't simply spend money dy...haha...

2day, I met some of my secondary schoolmates in KLCC...Shinn Yonn, Ting Yee, Jun Jun, Gabriel, Yew Hong, Sook Mun and I attended our small little gathering....We went to watch Ice Age 3..It was quite a nice movie actually...Nice day hanging out with them although I was damn tired....Shinn Yonn will be leaving to Johor 2ml...Wish him all the best wherever he is..and hope that he will remember us in Malaysia after he go back to England...haha...

Presents my friends gave me--

Deep inside my heart,I'm really happy!!!Thx to all my friends!!!!

Gathering

2009-06-29T23:03:00.005+08:00

It had been quite a long time since I last gathered with my secondary schoolmates....miss them so much...

Last Friday, as usual, i went bak to my lovely hometown...Friday nite...i had a gathering with all my friends at TC...Many of my friends attended the gathering...Shinn Yonn, Ting Yee and Gabriel attended the gathering too...It was really a big crowd...thanks to Kit Qian who suggested to have a gathering b4 those Matric ppl go to Uni...

My driver on that day was Yew Hong...His driving skill really improved a lot compared to last time...haha...Ji Hong and I reached TC safely although we were late...Then, they gave me a surprise, giving me a birthday cake since my birthday is juz around the corner...haha...so touching....

After that, we went to the beach, listened to Ji Hong's poem...Great poem he presented although i din really understand wat he said...hehe...

We went bak at around 1am...Chee Siang fetched me bak that day...It was the first time he fetch me bak...haha....

Saturday, I went to watched Transformer with Yew Hong, Jun Jun, Ting Yee, Shinn Yonn and Gabriel...All of us were tired and sleepy but we did enjoy the show...We went home after the show at around 3.30am..damn tired...

This few days stay in Kuantan brought bak many memories during my secondary life...Those memories were part of my life that make me who am I now...They were beautiful and important to me....To all my friends, hope that our friendships will last forever...

Looking forward to our next gathering....=P

Father's Day

2009-06-21T12:28:00.002+08:00

I'm back...Around 2 weeks didn't update my blog bcoz there is no internet connection in my new house in Setapak...damn boring during these 2 weeks...hope the streamyx technician will fix the modem in my house soon...I dun wan to die of boredom...

Yaya...I've changed my class...Now...I'm in the same class with Kelvy and Tim..n of course, there is no need for me to wake up early in the morning juz to catch the bus...Thx to Tim-->our driver...kekeke...

Talking bout the subjects that I've to take in my first semester in degree..Introductory Calculus is the toughest subject of all...hope that I can cope with it coz Intermediate and Advanced Calculus will be waiting for me in the future...Feel so tense but I'm very lazy to study...What kind of person m I???I wonder...

It's Father's Day today...Happy Father's Day to papa...Thx papa...I noe u've put in so much of effort in me...in my education and in the journey for me to grow up...deep in my heart...I really understand it....I really appreciate it...Thx...Hope my papa will be healthy and happy always....

First Week In Degree

2009-06-06T21:09:00.003+08:00

I'm a degree student!!!

First week in degree...it wasn't as easy as what i've thought...The main cause is I'm in a different class with all my ex-classmates in foundation...What a boring week without people chatting with me during classes...lonely, I'm so lonely,I've nobody...The first day in campus...I was on my own..sitting alone...so pity..Luckily,I've made some friends on the 2nd day...Hope that I can change to the other class, same class with my friends...

Then, I've to take bus to campus everyday...how tiring...walking a few km to campus everyday..sweating under the hot sun...It's really a great exercise for me...so tired...

Talking bout my housemates...they are nice...even our new friends, Nancy and Fen Min are quite nice to us...I feel quite comfortable staying together with them..

That's ntg much happened during my first week in degree...Hope god bless me that I can suit myself with the life in KL as soon as possible...

Uncertainties

2009-05-29T15:24:00.003+08:00

People are facing lots of uncertainties throughout their lives...so do I...

The time for me to go through another level of life had finally come...I'm going to procced to my degree course very very soon..I'm taking actuarial sc for my degree...a lot of people say that it is a very tough subject...i don't know why i still want to take this course...I'm worry...really very worry that i cannot finish this course succesfully...but no choice..i really dunno what course shud i take..Is it suitable for me??can it provide me a bright future??i really dunno...It's all uncertainties to me...However, at least for now, i know what i shud do is try my best to study hard...

Moving Setapak is not really frightening...bcoz i know that many of my friends are shifting there with me..i have friends studying together with me...and my best friend in secondary sch is there...I'm not scared bcoz i think i will suit myself to the environment there very very easily...but, after I went to register that day, i got to know my tutorial class..it's different from all of my friends taking the same course with me...even my lecture class is different from them...i started to worry...Can i do it all alone???Can i really do it all alone without the acompany from my friends???I hope i can....

Now...it's a new life for me with all the uncertainties around me...i really hope that i can solved all my problems...getting rid of all the worries and uncertainties "kacao-ING" me....

These Few Days

2009-05-24T23:15:00.005+08:00

Nothing special happened during these few days...I'm in Kuantan, spending my last holiday in foundation study b4 i proceed 2 degree....

22/5/09

Haha...2day i went 2 explore Gambang with Quek, Jelly n Wan Theng..Our driver--Quek fetched us 2 Gambang 2 check the location os Gambang Water Park, which according 2 Chee Siang, will be opened in 6th June...We really can't c anything except for the land and also some houses and shops which are still under construction there...its quite dissapointing actually...i wonder if it really can be opened in June...Then, we went 2 Agro Resort, taking a quick tour there...ntg special that we can c there but however, it was a nice day gathering with my Kampar friends b4 Jelly n I shift 2 Setapak Campus...

23/5/09

Happy Birthday 2 Hui Yi and Zhong Hao...Its the birthday of 2 of my best frens...unfortunately, i din hav the chance 2 celebrate with Zhong Hao...

At 11pm...jz an hr b4 24/5/09, me, cheesiang, kitqian, changyi n tsuiyan went 2 meet huiyi at her hse...we had a plan 2 giv her a surprise...but, our plan was not successful...haha..thx 2 cheesiang...his sound was so loud that i think huiyi actually knew that they were outside her hse...though the plan wa s not successful, we did enjoyed ourselves in huiyi's hse...

-we took this pfoto with the self-timer of my phone camera..not bad actually-

24/5/09

Doing ntg 2day...just stayed at home watching some horror movies....what a boring days...haiz...holiday is going 2 end soon...hope everything will be fine...

Mother's Day

2009-05-10T22:12:00.005+08:00

I'm bak in Kuantan, graduating from UTAR foundation studies!!!

Last week, i had a great holiday in Penang with my hsemates...wat a wonderful holiday!!!We played, we went shopping n we ate a lot of nice food in Penang...Thanks 2 Irene and her family, we really enjoyed ourselves during the 3 days trip in Penang...2 all my housemates,i'll miss u guys and the days we spent 2gether no matter where i m....1396 rock 4ever, n our friendship will last 4ever...

Then, after the 3 days trip...i straight away came bak 2 my lovely hometown frm kampar...I have lots of stuff with me in Kampar...wow!!wat a tiring day shifting all my stuff into the car and finally bak 2 Kuantan!!!

2day is Mother's Day..i would lik 2 say Happy Mother's Day 2 all the mothers in the world...i bought a cake 4 my mom 4 this Mother's Day...the cake cost more than what it shud b actually..but anyway, its a gift 4 my mom...since it's Mother's Day...

My Life After Exam

2009-05-04T02:37:00.011+08:00

Wow...i can't believe that time passed really fast...a year seems too short for us...for us 2 enjoy, for us 2 play and for us 2 know each other better...i really love Kampar...although at 1st, it was not really my 1st choice 2 come and enrolled myself in this university...but i really enjoy my life here...i enjoyed the days we hanging around in front of the library,chatting and laughing until the librarian scolded us...i enjoyed the days sitting in mamak...talking,laughing and teasing each others...i enjoyed the days we went to Tambun,Ipoh KL and Cameron...there's 2 much that i enjoy that i found that i really love this place, love my hsemates...love my classmates...Kampar is indeed a very small and kinda of "ulu" place...but it really give my lots of precious memories...which i rmb throughout my life...

Well, the exam was over and for sure, i spent my time with TD4 since my hsemates havent ended their exam...

Hmm..talking bout 3rd of May...I shud say " Happy Birthday Jid Ian"...Right at 12 am, Jiali, Wesley, Timi, Jid Ian n I went to Karaoke...we spent 2 hrs there...singing as loud as we could...we really sing our heart out as we really relax after exam..Then, we went back 2 Westlake...It was raining quite heavily..but we proceeded with our plans celebrating Jid Ian';s bday in the basketball court, although some of them didn't show themselves when we're celebrating Jid Ian's bday...Our nx session of event was quite interesting and "touching" and as lala said--geli...each of us expressed our feelings...what we think bout our class and what we think bout Kampar...Then, we spent the whole nite chatting and telling ghost stories at the bus stop...It was quite scary since the wheather was cold and i was scared by Wesley a few times...We went back at around 6am...

-Jid Ian n his birthday ice-cream-

-Jid Ian the bday boy aka Class Rep-

-Posing at KTV-

Then, in the afternoon, i went 2 Ipoh with Gary,Timi,Jiali,Wesley,Joshua,Senghock and Felix..I've did something very embarrasing...haiz...don't mention bout that...We went to play bowling and watched X-men...It was my 1st time playing bowling and for sure i got the last place...I noe i'll be able 2 improve my skill...hehe...the movie was quite nice oso...so satisficing...

-Sinmun n Jelly-

-Those who went Ipoh-

-AGK driver and passengers-

-CBY driver and passengers-

TD4 era is over...i'll be taking my degree course nx semester...
2 all my friends in TD4, u guys are the best...wish u all the best in the future....

Labour Day

2009-05-01T21:34:00.006+08:00

Its 1st of May--Labour Day...but no break 4 me!!!

Labour Day is supposed to be one of the most important days in a year..ppl enjoy and take a rest from their everyday routine of working and studying....

Having exam a day after Labour Day is bad...ppl are enjoying but i m staying in my room, studying, memorising facts, doing past-year questions....what a pityful holiday 4 me...i can't even take a break in this holiday when every1 is having their precious time, spending their holiday in an enjoyable day..

Whatever it is, the exam is going 2 end 2ml...i will b free 2ml...i m waiting 4 that moment 2 come..and i m planning 4 the events after exam...whoa...going setiawan with TD4 2 eat seafood...going Penang with my housemates and after that,going bak 2 Ktn 2 meet all my secondary sch friends...

Exam Week

2009-04-29T04:32:00.002+08:00

It's exam period again...

As usual, during the exam week...u can c there r lights in the rooms in westlake even its in the midnite...ppl are used 2 burning the midnite oil rather than studying n doing revision when they are free...i m also part of the ones who like 2 burn the midnite oil, studying during the last minutes b4 exam...its totally different than wat i did in my schooldays...during those days, i wont study b4 the exam...instead, i will start reading 1 month b4 the exam...haiz...i've change...change 2 bcome lazier and lazier...

Luckily, there are only 3 subjects 4 me 2 study this semester...English for communication, Web Page Design and the toughest of all--Management Studies...all deal with memorising....haiz...sien...i can fall asleep when i m studying n memorising those facts...

Now that the English for communication's paper had finished...i still hav 2 sit 4 2 more papers...my last 2 exam papers 4 foundation...i'm graduating frm foundation soon...

Talking bout the wheather in Kampar...well, just 1 word--HOT!!! Kampar is really hot...every1 is sweating n this kind of wheather make ppl sleepy n cant concentrate on studying...its damn hot here....

Hope that everything will b fine 4 this exam week...GAMBATEH!!

Semester 3 Memories

2009-04-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

I'm bak in Kampar!!!n i believe that this will be the last time i travel bak 2 Kampar by bus....

Looking bak to semester 3, there are lots of things happened in our class-->our lovely TD4...lots of nice memories that i had with all my dear frens...these will be the sweetest memories in my life...

-Kenzio's bday-

-Super!!Chin hui's bday-

-During our web page presentation-

-Group meeting-

-Sarjan's bday-

-Last web page lecture class-

-TD4's last day-

-Kana's bday-

-The "Ghost" day-

-So lou during 1 of the lecture classes-

-Waiting 4 cars-

-Our lecturer-->Low kah Ying??-

No matter wat happen...true frens will be there for u as u need them...Frenship 4eva!

Last Presentation

2009-04-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

This is the day when we had our last presentation 4 this sem...in fact, i shud say this is my last presentation in Kampar campus...

All of us did quite well in our presentation..but i wondered y miss siti looked so puzzled during our management presentation...she seems din quite understand what we r talking bout...but i tot we dy let her checked our assignments b4 we handed up our assignment...but whatever it is,it's all over now...what we have 2 do now is jz relax and waiting for our final exam 2 come...there's ntg better then that...

I spent most of my time watching movies 2day..bride war and another movie which i m not so sure bout the name of it..thx kelvy 4 dl-ing the movies for us...if not, i'll really feel boring..well,that's life...when we are busy, we keep complaining that we have not enuf time 2 rest..when all our works are done, we'll complain that we r boring...this is life...but i prefer boring than having tonnes of assignments and presentations waiting 4 me...

I miss home...miss mom's cookings...miss everything in kuantan..hope nx week will come soon...i want 2 go home!!

Relief

2009-04-05T17:34:00.000+08:00

This is the day where i can take a deep breath...so relief now...
guest y m i so relief?

1st of all, assignments finished...I had suffered for almoz 2 weeks 2 do the web page n management assignments..i had sacrificed lots of my sleeping hours to complete them...but luckily,it's all over now..Thanks 2 all my group members that work hard 2 complete these 2 assignments...

Then, the tests 4 this semester were over...means...i will not have 2 struggled for tests anymore 4 tis sem till the final exam come...hohoho...

Finally, I've found the rite place 2 stay when i move 2 setapak...we were so lucky that we've found a unit in Prima Setapak...the place where every1 wants 2 stay...Thanks 2 KELVY... she's the 1 who asked the agent whether there is any vacant unit there...n we r so fortunate that the agent said yes!!!haha....

We are only left with 2 weeks b4 we shift 2 Setapak campus....hope that everything will be fine within this 2 weeks...

Another Wonderful Day

2009-03-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

19th of May...What a wonderful day!!!Firstly, its bcoz tis is the day when my father was born 45 yrs ago...hehe...HAPPY BIRTHDAY papa...luv u owiz...although i din celebrate with u tis yr..but i will owiz luv u...eee...so geli...

2day at the campus....as usual...i had 2 wake up early in the morning 2 attend those boring lectures...haiz....kenzio's group, seng hock's group n another 2 groups frm TD3 did their presentation for ENGLISH FOR COMMUNICATION...but i din really pay attention 2 their presentation...sorry for that guys...but after the class, we had lots of fun taking photos outside the leacture hall....but 2 bad i din wear formal 2day...haiz....

Charles n I...
Kah Yee n I..First time she looks taller then me..
My role play groupmates...Gud job guys..

Jelly-Peggy-Kah Yee-Kelvy-Sin Mun...

Kenzio is behind us...

After that, we had our WEB PAGE DESIGN lecture...i think omoz all of the TD4 members din pay attention 2 what Miss Lee said...all enjoyed with their own bussiness..haha..but anyway...we did enjoyed ourselves...

At night,we went 2 celebrate our respected SARJAN's bday....as what we did 2 all our classmates, we gave him a "surprise"....haha...but since every1 has surprise during bday, its actually not a "surprise" anymore...anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARJAN..finally..i found someone that was born on the same say as my father...

Sarjan,the Bday boy n I...

My Chemistry partner...felix the noob...dunno wat is he trying 2 do...

-Seng Hock-Wesley-Kenzio-

Kenzio lying on the wall..GG...

2ml, i will b having my management test...so tension....finished browse through...but totally forgot what I've read...2ml sure die...

New Sem New Hope

2009-03-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

This is my first time blogging...feel so excited...haha...
Today is my 2nd day in Kampar for my third semester in UTAR...i went 2 dinner with my classmates....its like a reunion dinner for us....but not all of my classmates attended the reunion dinner....some of them still not yet cum bak...others already had their dinner....
So,we had our reunion dinner at kam jing...but unfortunately...it rains....we changed tables for 3 times bcoz of the rain...so unlucky....but finally we settled down n enjoyed our dinner...we oso enjoyed watching initial d during our dinner...we lepak for about one n a half hr in kam jing n we went home...
New semester is going to start tml...feel so sien....hw will i perform in this new semester???will i study hard for this coming semester??i really dunno....
However...i really hope that this semester will be enjoyable...it is the last semester in foundation..n...most important...it will be my last semester in Kampar before i shift to KL...hehehe...

Moonlight Shadow

Boring Life

It's Another Beginning

It Bleeds

Holiday Mode~ON!!!!!!!

*Weekly Horoscope*

What I need is Determination

我的大日子

I'm Back!!!!!

The End of The Semester

My Week 13

Should I???

One step more to fail

Which is better???

Updates~~~

哭过真的会好了吗?

Restless

CNY Mode On~~~

May U Rest In Peace

Outings~

Dizzy Week

Suffer Semester-The Starting of My Nightmare

Normal Day

A Brand New Year

The Celebration~

黑裙子

Another outing

Sociology Presentation

Week 3

Week 2

A Visit to Port Dickson

"Nice" Exploration to Mid Valley

Law's Farewell

My Second Level of Degree Life

I'm alone

Holiday~~

Discrete Mathematics--The Last

No Mood Study

Business Accounting--The Fifth

Fourth:Introduction To Japanese

Life

Probabality and Statistics-The Third

Programming-The Second

First paper:Calculus

Exam

Study Week

Hopes....

Merdeka!!!

A Little Break For Me

The End of PHP

Good Luck My Friend

Happy Birthday Mommy

Memories

Home Sweet Home

Failed

Calculus Day

An outing at Pavillion

Tired

Not Satisfied

First PHP Meeting

Feel Good to Be at Home

Newton In Romantic Mood

Journey to Grow Up

烦

Busy Life

Meaningful

My 19th Birthday

Gathering

Father's Day

First Week In Degree

Uncertainties

These Few Days

Mother's Day

My Life After Exam

Labour Day

Exam Week

Semester 3 Memories

Last Presentation

Relief

Another Wonderful Day

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